Burn and Drown Me with Your I Love You

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Burn and Drown Me with Your I Love You

You've said it a thousand times.

"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"

"I love you"

"I
love
you,"

and all of those
are filled with sadness

but still,
it sounded too right
to my ears.

"I love you."

We both knew this isn't right,
and there's no
other fucking way
to make this right.

"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you."

All of those
are just
filling up
my lungs

and I'm willing to breathe in
more
and more
until I burned out.

"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you."

Shout it out loud
until your voice
runs out.

"I love you"
"I love you."

My heart beats
too fast,
too much

but I can't even
stop.

I want to hear more,

because those words
are keeping me insane
and they keep me awake

but at the same time
they gave me warm.

"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you."

They gave me
the reason
to believe

that an

I love you

isn't always blooming flowers
and sunrise
and home.

Sometimes,
it is rain falling down,
waves crashing over,
or tears inside

that's only good at drowning you.

"I love you"
"I love you."

And one day,
all of those
I love you's
will turn out
to be sorry
and goodbye

for feeling so right
to this bad thing
we're
secretly
creating.

So until we have time,
burn
and drown
me
with your
I love you.

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