His darks

Flashback 5

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It was 7:00, the sun was shining faintly,  I stepped out of the balcony inhaling the fresh air, of a crisp summer morning.  The soft wind kissed my face, while continuing to blow. All the incidences of preceding night came flooding in my mind, how Jaden did things for me. A smile crept on my face remembering all those events. At the same time my instincts told me a different story, my heart raced remembering all those times, how he always seemed so creepy to me, and yes how was I attracted towards him. Something is not right my inner voice told me. But I don’t know why I was in such a dilemma, May be it’s the injury, or maybe how things have changed between us, that was causing me to doubt Jaden. May be…? oh this whole lot of thinking will make me go crazy. I can’t doubt Jaden’s intentions; he was so good to me. It’s so bad of me to think about him in such a way.  I brushed away those thoughts.

I was lost in an ocean of deep thoughts. A voice brought me back to the reality

‘Coffee ..?’ it was Jaden.

‘Hey you are up, so early? I asked Jaden, surprised.

 ‘Yes, I am up, for you, just for you’ he said in a composed tone. As those words left his mouth I understood, ok the conversation should not go this way, Oh boy..!! This is not going correct I thought.

I tried to change the topic, ‘umm Jaden you were there all day yesterday, and you also slept late because of me, you can go home and get changed, take some rest as well you must be really tired’. I tried to hide the nervousness in my voice.

‘Alexa…? Do you want me to leave, you don’t like me being around you..?.. hmm..?’ . Those words stung me hard.

He came closer, I wanted to run away and hide somewhere, I could have faced anything at that moment apart from those piercing gaze. My legs felt going numb, with him being so close to me.

Then the words that came out of his mouth made me shudder right at the moment, in a very clam yet terrifying way he said. ‘I am not leaving you, I will be with you till you are better, whether you like it or not’. Saying those words he left from my room. As he went, a gush of wind brushed pass my face, he was standing so close, that he blocked the wind too.   

Then I decided to go back to sleep, it was too much for me to take, again the pain shot up, I took my medicines and drifted off to sleep once again, a feeble attempt  to escape from everything around.

I moaned in pleasure and begged Jaden to go down on me, harder. The heat of passion and love was just burning us both alive. The kissing and moaning continued. I knew I was dreaming, still I never wanted the dream to end. The place where we both became one forever and ever I wanted to remain in this dream world, where I could hold him, kiss him and make love to him. I was covered in sheets of sweat as I gained consciousness slowly.

 I woke up, to the sensation of someone stroking my hairs, shitt not again, I panicked in sleep, and it can’t be Jaden I thought. As I woke up, shocked, I was relieved to see, it was Dale.

‘You ok....’ he asked concerned,

 I am fine Dale, it was just... I stopped mid sentence…. ‘Nightmares’, I said completing the sentence.

‘Alexa tell me, you fine’ Dale was very concerned. The whole lot of thinking had left me drained, without even doing anything. I must stop.

‘Its fine Dale, I will be ok’.

Dale was the person with whom I was most comfortable, he was always by my side like a guardian angel. I hugged him tightly, easing away the pain, he held me all the more tight, as if assuring me, everything would be just fine.

‘So what’s up with Jaden thing huh...?’ Dale teased me.

 ‘Stop it Dale, there is nothing, at least you don’t tease me’. I said in an irritated tone.

‘Ok ok I believe you, now go, get changed, and come out for breakfast’. Dale left. And I was surrounded by the same emptiness once again.

The day went fine with all my friends around, we all chatted, watched movies together, ate hundred times that day. Except Jaden I had not seen him since morning. And I was glad he was not around I was not willing to face him, after the morning conversation (and the embarrassing dream). The Jaden topic kept popping in the conversation, every time between us, I tried my best not to say  much about it. As the dream had a great impact on my mind I  couldn’t come out of it. Those images of us together, so close and intimate kept popping up my mind, leaving me drained.

It was evening and  guys took leave, they had missed their practices, and  they had to work really hard for the loss hours.

Jace and I talked about random stuff, about school, people and life, mom had called ten times that day, ensuring that I was just fine and there were people around to take care of me. She was really worried

  The door bell rang and I knew who that would be, it was Jaden of course, a part of me felt happy to see him after all those hours and a part of me, was not willing to face him.

‘Hey girls …’  he greeted as he entered the house with a bag hanging on his strong muscular shoulders.

 ‘Hi’ we both replied,  my voice sounded so faint.

 ‘Where were you all day’, I asked.

 ‘Oh I had some work dad called me to his office; also I had to collect stuff from my home’.

I excused myself and went to my room, wondering about our morning conversation and then the dream. It was a hectic day…