His darks

Flashback 15

 He stepped inside, and looked towards me. His one look could do wonders to me; I was so used to him.  When we were not talking, I felt so aloof, and so isolated.  It felt as if a very important part of my life was missing.  But then getting things back to the way they were before felt so great. I hope that we always remain the same; it was hard for me very hard to stay away from him now. My feelings were growing for him with every passing breath.  He was as important and as indispensable as oxygen is to fire, water is to thirst and what sight is to eyes.  Whenever I close my eyes he was in my darks and whenever I would open them I wanted him to be in my light all the time.  

He sat beside me, his head was slightly tilted towards me I could inhale his fragrance, it felt so homely. I missed it so, so much. He had this unusual glow in his eyes.

‘So you want me to make you a cup of coffee…? Hmm? ’, he asked arching his eyebrows.

Well actually I am hungry too, I said

‘Umm ok l will make you something great, you tummy must be empty you were just puking so hard’ and he got up from the couch.

He went to the kitchen, and I could hear sounds of utensils. It felt so weird; initially I was debating so hard on whether I should go to the party or not and within few hours’ things changed for bad. Now I got things back to just like old times, and it felt great. No matter what happened at the party, something good came out of it definitely. I was sitting on the couch, and I could watch from my place what was he doing. Mom was asleep upstairs in her room. He was such a sweetheart; he was taking care of me so well. He turned back, and smiled his dimples looked cute I could  sit and watch him like this forever.

I lay down there watching him work silently, until my eye lids felt heavy. I closed my eyes I was very tired.  After few moments I heard Jaden’s voice.

 ‘Alexa wake up you have not eaten anything’ he whispered

My eyes felt too heavy, I wanted to sleep. I was very tired and exhausted. I murmured in my sleep,

‘I don’t want to I am very tired’.                                         

‘No, please wake up, at least have some food. You are hungry I know, I will feed you if you are so tired’.

Jaden was trying to wake to me up, so tenderly. His fingers were stroking my cheeks in an attempt to wake me up. It felt so wonderful, his touch was so tender. As his fingers made contact with my cheeks. That sensation had put me on fire from within, even in sleep I was turned on. My heart beats quickened, I was so turned on by his mere touch. I gulped down a lump in my throat so as to  ease this nervousness. I must wake up, before I do anything embarrassing with Jaden in my sleep, I thought. And I opened my eyes I woke up. Jaden was leaning so close to me, when I opened my eyes a smile spread across his gorgeous face. He helped me to sit up.

‘Hey beautiful, very tired huh....’ he chuckled.

He finds me beautiful, hearing those words from his mouth it felt so right. I was glad he found me beautiful. Butterflies were dancing in my stomach. How can those simple words do such wonders to me, when I hear them from his mouth?  He was definitely doing something to me, playing with my mind. He was so hard to resist. At that time it felt like a fairy tale, I was so happy with everything that was happening at that moment.    

He had prepared lovely Cinnamon Casserole. It tasted heavenly it was just yummy. We ate together in a single plate. He was a great cook, he made delicious food. He was feeding me like a child; I simply loved these small gestures of his. It made me fall for him all the more.

After that we had coffee. I finished my coffee first and I looked towards him, he was still sipping his. when he took a sip and removed the cup from his mouth the liquid formed a pattern at the corners of his lips. I  wanted to lick it away all from his lips. What would it taste like I wondered if I kissed him now? No way I thought.