His darks

Flashback 8

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I could hardly sleep that night; I kept waking up again and again. The incident was constantly flashing in my mind the minute I would close my eyes. My phone went dead, but I hardly cared. I looked at the clock it was 6:30 am. Mum’s car was back, I looked from my room’s window. She sounded happy, and she was talking on phone with Toby. She had no idea what her daughter went through, last night.

 ‘Hon I am home’, I heard her call downstairs, she knew I would be awake I had lots of pending school work to finish.

But it did not matter at the moment; nothing mattered now, the incident had left me shaken from within. I could hear her footsteps; she was coming towards my room. I could not let her see me this way; I quickly got under the covers and covered myself, pretending to be asleep. My heart was thudding inside, I could not let mum know what happened. As the door knob turned I shut my eyes tightly.

‘Honey you are not awake? You had work to do, you promised me to get up early on Sunday’.  I did not answer at first, but I had to do something before she pulls off the covers. 

‘Mum’, I tried to speak as calmly as I could, she should not get the slightest hint that I was crying. 

 ‘I went to club last night with the group, and I returned late, I am not feeling well mum, I need to rest’.

‘Oh dear, you just recovered from your injury..!! Don’t take your health for granted Ok you take rest; come down when you feel alright.’ Mum left, closing the door silently.

 I was again surrounded by silence; I preferred it that way, I wanted to be alone, so that I could cope up with what all happened. There was no end to these dripping tears. I sat up on my bed; my head was paining from all the crying. Should I tell Dale? I thought. Yes definitely he is my friend he has the right to know, he knows everything about me.

But for the mean time, I needed sleep; I will get sick this way. I took pain killers and popped down some sleeping pills too. I was very tired and exhausted, I needed rest. Within minutes I drifted off to sleep.

Jaden’s P.O.V-

I received a call from Alexa, they were all going Poison she sounded excited, and asked me, if I would like to join. I refused giving her some lame excuse that excitement disappeared, in her voice. I knew she wanted me to come, of course I would go, and I just wanted to surprise her. I was very well aware of her growing feelings for me.

My smirk grew, all the more. She is mine, and always will be, I must execute my plan as soon as possible. I want her, she belongs to me. I ran my finger on her image, on my phone, while taking a sip, of my drink. Just few more days, then she would be with me, forever. She makes me go crazy, every time she’s around. I am hardly able to control my feelings. How much I desire to touch her, make love to her, and roam my hands all over her bare body. I have always lusted for her, and she was always running away from me, not anymore I thought. No running away Alexa, the game has just begun. The first time I held her in my arms the day she was hurt, holding her delicate supple body, was the most beautiful thing for me. And the days I spent in her house with her, I could give anything, just anything to live those days again. I loved everything about her. The way she had to look up to meet my gaze when I stand close to her, the way her fruity fragrance fill up my nostrils. The way she slept silently, every day I would go up to her room only to watch her sleep. And how can I forget the day, I broke down remembering my mom, the way she held me, her fingers played with my hairs, that sensation is still very much alive. I slept in her lap; she looked so beautiful, her hairs tied up in a messy bun, some loose strands of hairs kissing her cheeks. Her big eyes staring into mine, I wanted to lay her down then and there only. Few more days, just few more days, I thought as I took my last sip, tossing the empty glass on the wooden floor, it shattered into pieces.

I reached Poison, I knew they all must be already inside, and within minutes I was inside too, one of the bouncer was my friend. I looked around and there I saw Alexa, she was looking like a goddess, so beautiful. Her black dress perfectly, fitted her.    She was dancing so close with Dale. My blood  boiled, I wanted to kill Dale, for laying his hands on her. He was murmuring something in her ears, and she was laughing. How dare he..!!. I took out my phone and texted her. Her eyes grew wide; she started looking for me, in this crowd. She stretched her neck, and it made me all the more wild, the way her delicate neck muscles moved, it made me crazy.

Without wasting a minute, I appeared in front of her, she came up to me, surprised and smiling. I scanned her from top to bottom, she looked beautiful, and I wondered how she would look without that dress. I leaned forward and murmured, buried my face in her neck, inhaling that fruity aroma.

‘You look so hot and so sexy’.  She took a step back, which angered me a little; she was enjoying the same thing with Dale.

‘Why don’t you come and meet the rest, there they are, on the bar counter’. She spoke after few moments of silence. As she was walking in front of me, I just couldn’t take my eyes off her body, the way she moved, the way she walked was making me wild all the more. Dale offered me drink with I gladly accepted, I wanted to tame my beast which was eager to come out. I was already high.

Dale left with Jace and Samuel, after asking Alexa if she wants to come as well. I interrupted as soon as she was about to say something, saying that I will drop her home.  Now I had Alexa all for myself, all disturbances were gone now; it was just Alexa, me and this beautiful night.

I took her to dance floor, she was not really willing, and it fuelled my anger further. At last she came. I held her tiny waist and pushed her towards me. It felt wonderful holding her like that; she was so tiny in front of me. The alcohol was taking full control over me. My other hand roamed over her delicate neck, her skin was so soft, and so smooth. I could hardly control myself, I tightened my grip around her I buried my face in her hair, she was making me wild. I planted number of kisses on her delicate neck. She started resisting me, but it was of no use, in the process her dress was torn. I looked at her exposed arm and back. Her pale skin looked beautiful, in this dim light, it made me want her all the more. She was pleading, ‘Jaden leave me please, and you are hurting me’. But she enjoyed Dale’s company, my anger knew no bounds.

I pulled her hairs, so that she was looking me in my eyes now, ‘really I am hurting you, you were so happy dancing with him, and you say that I am hurting you… hmm that’s not so cool Alexa’. And I continued my torture, I left a deep mark on her shoulder at the back, it was my sign of love, it looked beautiful on that pale skin of hers.

Somehow she managed to escape from my grip, and before I could stop her, she was gone.

It was 5:00 am. I was sitting outside a café near Poison. Effect of alcohol, finally deceased And I regret my actions of last night.

‘What have I done’, I buried my face in my palms. She will never forgive me; I should have control over my actions when I am near her. How I will ever make up for this? I wondered.  She won’t forgive me ever, everything was going so good, and I ruined all my chances.  I took my last sip, of coffee and left the place.