His darks

Flashback 14

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I was happy; finally everything was fine between us. I was waiting impatiently for him sitting on the couch. As he walked inside the house, I held my breath. He looked towards me; those beautiful marble pairs were penetrating deep inside my soul. How tenderly his gaze was fixed on mine, a smile crept on my face and I quickly looked away. It felt wonderful to be around him again, I missed him so much. I was glad that things were fine between us again.

Jaden’s p.o.v-

We were all seated around a table. All group members were here, but Alexa was nowhere to be seen. I missed her so much, I miss talking to her, and I miss all of her. I came to this party with Molly. She is more of a physical girl and she is definitely nowhere like Alexa. We were all chatting I was holding my drink but didn’t feel like having it. My eyes were searching for her she hasn’t arrived yet. Without her everything felt so incomplete and tasteless. Within few days she had become my necessity. She was like an addiction to me. She made me feel so complete, her mere presence was enough to both lighten and darken the deepest corners of my mixed up soul. It was so hard to stay away from her, I wanted her back in my life just like old times at any cost.

I looked at my watch it was 10:15, still she has not arrived yet. She might not be coming to the party I thought. I was hardly interested in this party. I came here just to see her, and try sorting things out with her.  I looked around here and there in a desperate attempt to pass time. Molly was constantly irritating me, by now she was literally sitting on my lap, trying to kiss me again and again. But I didn’t stop her; at least she was giving me some kind of relief from the pain that was growing continuously inside me.

I saw Alexa, coming she looked beautiful. She was not her usual self; unlike the Saturday night today she was very simple, still somehow she managed to look beautiful as usual. She looked at our table, she looked at me and then at Molly and expression of hurt flashed across her face and she quickly looked away. As she came towers our table, she pulled out a chair and was sitting in front of me. She kept a glass on a table; she doesn’t drink what she was doing with a drink.

From the time she was settled not even for a moment I could keep my gaze off her.  She would look at me from time to time and look at Molly. She disliked the way Molly was with me, and I was enjoying it. She should feel the same pain that I was feeling, so I kept kissing her back again and again. I loved to see her that way, she was extremely jealous. She did not even speak to anyone and was just sitting quietly her lips pressed tightly.  She kept shifting in her place; I was making her really nervous.

She picked up her glass and finished its contents in a matter of few seconds. I was shocked, very shocked she doesn’t drink then why did she do that. She coughed out some of the liquid, and made a face, she did not like it. I wanted to go to her and stop her, what was she trying to prove? Jace was by her side, she rubbed her back tenderly. She pushed her back and asked for one more drink. All eyes were wide open as she finished another glass. I ran my fingers on my hairs irritatingly. The girl had lost her mind, she was under the influence of alcohol, and her eyes were red.

As someone called us from behind for a quick game of truth and dare. No one wanted to play; we were all just shocked to see what was happening. Alexa got up from her chair, I quickly reached by her side to help her, she had lost her control completely. When I held her arm to steady her she pushed me back refusing to take my help, I was pissed off at her. She went over to that group. When she looked at me and said ‘dare’ I understood that she was just doing that because she saw Molly and me together. Now she is trying to prove something I don’t know what.

I was taken aback when she was ready to ‘strip’. I was boiling with anger; she had lost her mind completely. I went over to her and pulled her out of that group, I was pissed off at her,

I shouted ‘What are you trying to do hmm...’

 Her reply just intensified my boiling anger.

‘You will not speak to me in that way do you understand I will do whatever I feel like’.

She started to go away, I tried to stop her, but again her reply made me all the angrier.  She grabbed another drink, she had lost her mind. If I didn’t stop her she is going to take off her clothes.

 As she said the words, ‘You have no right to say all this to me; I will do whatever I feel like doing’.  I was so done with her. She was just testing my patience level. And I had completely lost my mind. And I threw her inside the pool, she needed a wakeup call.  She was just shocked but now at least she was in her senses.

After some more of her drama, I was finally driving her back home. She was embarrassed by her behavior. The car journey was a silent one, neither of us spoke anything. I looked towards her, she was hanging her head down, she was high her head must be spinning. I tried asking her was she OK but as expected she did not reply. The very next moment as I was about to say something she asked me to stop the car. She was feeling sick. I pulled over, near the side of the road. She got out of the car, and puked all over the grass. She had lots of drinks and now was bearing the consequences too.  As she stopped I ran back to the car and brought a water bottle. I borrowed one from Aaron’s house; I knew she could need it soon.

I made her drink some water and splashed it across her face too, then wiped away the water traces from her face from my own handkerchief. She was not well, she just lay there sitting on the ground her head was resting on my shoulders. It felt amazing she was so close to me, I missed her so much. I missed her fruity fragrance, I missed her voice, and I missed her ‘touch’. I missed her so much.

 She looked into my eyes; her big beautiful eyes were gleaming in this moon light. I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, but here being with her in this serene peacefulness was heaven to me. She was so pure, so innocent, so beautiful and so supple. I held her as she was leaning over me. She moved forward, she was about to kiss me, but I stopped her. I knew when she will realize what happened she is going to hate me all the more. Moreover once I lay my hands on her I knew, I knew I would not be able to control my burning desires for her. I so much wanted to kiss her, and do much more than that, but I stopped. She was hurt by such a move, but I was hurt too.

I helped her to get up, and made her sit inside the car. Again we were accompanied by silence. As we reached in front of her house I held her wrist, I didn’t want her to leave. I wanted to sort things out with her.

‘What is it?’ she snapped

I was hurt by her tone, but I was the one who had distanced herself from me, now I have to make up for it. As I explained her why I did all that she did seemed convinced. Her expressions loosened I was hoping that she will say something, but she just got out of the car, closing the door behind her. She was walking away, and I couldn’t stop her, I so much wanted to but I just can’t. as I saw her walking away my eyes started watering as she was going away, the pain inside me was growing all the more.  She stopped and turned back.

 ‘Hey you c’mon come inside and make me a cup of coffee I am dead tired’ she said very casually and with a hint of irritation.

As those words left her mouth I was very surprised this girl is really mad. Initially I couldn’t believe my ears, and I was staring her with my eyes wide open.

 She said again this time with more irritation. ‘Are you coming inside or not..? Do you wish to make up for it or not’

I was very happy, before she changes her mind I replied quickly ‘coming’.

She went inside the house, I parked her car quickly. Before coming out of the car, I ran my fingers on my hairs and checked myself in the mirror. Ok I looked perfect as always I thought. I felt really stupid doing this, whole time she was with me that time I didn’t care.  

I opened the door and stepped inside the house. She was sitting on the same couch with her legs crossed she looked beautiful. As our gaze met, she smiled her face lit up. Her loose hairs were kissing her cheeks she looked so cute. The way she was waiting for me, seemed just like how a newly married bride was waiting for her husband on their first night. God!! How will I ever be able to control my growing desires for her. It was just me and her. Don’t know what this night will turn out into, I hope this night and this time never moves at all. And I went over to her…..