A birthday surprise

What To Do

Jason's pov

I got home from the studio and heard her throwing up again. That's weird. I instantly walk to the bathroom she's in. "Are you okay?" I ask, kneeling down beside her. She was out of breath so I picked her up and took her to bed. "Why are you still throwing up? We aren't cruising anymore. Maybe you caught a bug." She lays down then opens the drawer to the side. "I f-found out.... I... I wasn't seasick." Huh? Now I'm confused. She pulls out something wrapped in toilet paper. Instantly my heart stops as I realize. "No!" I shakily say. "No way! You can't!" "I am, Jason. I'm sorry. I know you're not ready. I'm not either. I'm scared out of my mind." Shit. What do we fucking do?! Fuck. I don't want kids. Not now! I just got into the whole marriage thing! Dammit. "Say something please!" I don't know what to say. "Mir-" "I can't even think about having a kid without my mom! She always went on and on about spoiling the baby and now she isn't here!" I quickly sit beside her. "Baby I'm here for you." I say worried. "And you of all people know your mama is here. She was here at the wedding. She'll be here for this.... Whatever we decide to do." Personally I think we shouldn't keep it. We just aren't ready. "What do we do though? I don't know what to do." I sigh. "Honey, if we're being honest here, we aren't ready to be parents." "So you're suggesting getting rid of the baby?" Uh oh. "Yes." I say worried. "B-But... That's murder." She says standing up. Shit. "Abortion is everything I'm against! Weren't you even listening to me when we were talking at the lodge!" Um... "When?" "When you were afraid I'd have baby fever." She says crossing her arms. "We were talking and I asked what we'd do if I got pregnant!" Oh. I completely forgot.

~flashback~

She laughed. "I don't want kids anytime soon." "Good. Me neither." I said, putting my hands behind my head. "But... Jase, what would we do if somehow it happened?" "Um if it happened now? Get rid of it." I had said and now remember the shocked look on her face. "No way. I'm highly against abortion Jason. That's murder." I rolled my eyes. "Thank God you aren't." I mutter under my breath.

~flashback over~

Shit. "I completely forgot that conversation." I say, annoyed. She sighs. "What do we do then?" I don't got a damn clue! "Don't ask me! You already know my answer." "Ugh you're so insensitive sometimes." She stomps out. What did I say that was insensitive! I call mama. Not having a damn clue what to do.

Miranda's pov

I listen to him on the phone. "Mom I'm kinda lost here and she's pissed at me. What do I do? I don't even know why she's mad!" He doesn't know why I'm mad?! Is he stupid?! "Ugh you're not helping!" He snaps sounding pissed now. I open the door and snatch his phone. "Are all men just really damn dumb?" I grumble. She laughs. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder sweetheart." I laugh a little. "What did his dad do when you told him you were pregnant?" "Well we were ready and trying for kids when we got pregnant." "TMI, mama." Jason calls, his head in his hands. I roll my eyes and say my goodbyes. "Well I know I'm not getting an abortion so the other choices are adoption or keeping the baby." "I don't know if I'm ready." I sit beside him. "I think we could do it." I shakily say. "And..... I.... Think you'd make.... A great dad." He looks at me surprised. "I would? How?" I shrug. "I can just tell. Maybe it's a mother thing." "You aren't a mother. Yet." He says looking away. "You're a bit of an ass, Jason." I say, crossing my arms. "I'm sorry baby. Please don't be mad at me." I sigh and look back at him. "We can do this, Jay." He sighs. "Fine. Let's do this. But don't say I didn't warn you of how bad I am." I laugh softly and hug him. "When the time comes, you'll know what to do."