Bad Stuff

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*a few weeks later*

Jason's pov

I was at the studio, thinking I've gotta tell somebody. This guilt, as I was afraid of, was slowly eating me alive. "Jase, what's up? You aren't as into the music as you usually are." Mike says when I walk out. I sigh, my hands in my pockets. "Mike... I-" My phone rings. "Jason, I need you to come home!" "Ok I'll be there soon." I say getting off the phone. "I did something really bad, Mike." "What did you do?" I sit down wanting to tell him but being afraid to. "Jason you're my brother. You can tell me anything." I bite my lip. I tell him everything. He stares at me shocked. "I had to Mike. I feel horrible but I had to. The doctor warned me if she carried the BBY to term, she would die. There was no doubt about it!" "B-But..." He stumbles to say, probably too shocked. "Do you know how fucking illegal it is?! Not to mention just morally fucking wrong!" "I can't lose her Mike. She means everything to me." He sighs. "Desperate times call for desperate measures I guess. But Jason you've got to tell her." I can't. "She'll hate me." "You've got to. I know you. The guilt will destroy you. You've gotta tell her." "I'm scared to, Mike." I shakily say. He hugs me. "You've got to. A relationship full of lies will crumble." "Getting a little philosophical on me, huh bro?" I force down my fear and head home. As soon as I walk through the door, she stands up and we say at the same time, "I've got to tell you something." "You first." I say. "No, you." She says. I bite my lip nervous. "Mike told me a relationship built on lies will crumble so I.... I had to tell you... I... I get a doctor to perform an abortion on you while you were sleeping." She stares at me jaw dropped, horrified. Just what I was afraid of. "I can lose you baby! You mean everything to me! I'm sorry!!" She starts to cry. I run over and hug her. "You killed our child?" I fight back the tears. "I'm sorry baby. I had to. You would have died if you would have given birth." "Well ya wanna hear my news?" I'm nervous. "As long as it ain't somethin' about you leavin' me because you don't forgive me." I say, trying to make a joke but scared that's seriously what it is. She sighs and shakes her head. "I'm pregnant." She says and my whole world blackens.

*A few hours later*

I wake up with a searing headache. "Oh my head." I mumble, dizzy. "You're awake!" Miranda gasps, walking over to the bed. "What happened?" ""You fainted when I told you I was pregnant again." She says biting her lip and looking away. "Preg.... Pregnant again... H-How... Why?! I was...." I faint again.

*A few more hours later*

I'm awoken to a doctor examining me. "What the heck's going on?!" I cry scrambling away. "I was worried because you kept on fainting." "I'm fine." I shakily say breathing heavily. "You're freaking pregnant?! How did this possibly happen?! I was safe!!" She sighs. "You're not mad at me?" I gape confused. "About the abortion thing?" She shakes her head, shocking me. "You weren't the only one dishonest." She says sitting on the edge of the bed. I'm so confused. "You said that thing about lies in a relationship.... Well.... I... I uh... I sabotaged your condoms to get pregnant again." I stare at her jawdropped. "Why?! You can't have a fucking baby without dying?! Why would you do this to yourself?! To me!!"

Miranda's pov

He has the audacity to yell at me after what he did!! "That's nothing compared to what you fucking did to me, you jerk!!" "I did it to save your life because you were too stubborn to do it yourself!!" My jaw drops. I'm so freaking mad. I slap him as hard as I possibly can. He hits the headboard. "YOU KILLED MY BABY!!!! WITHOUT MY CONSENT!!" "YOU WILL DIE DAMMIT DON'T YOU SEE?! I'M TRYING TO SAVE YOUR LIFE!!" I stare at him miserable and furious. "While slowly killing me inside, Jason." I walk downstairs, beyond enraged. He follows me. "Why'd you slap me?!" "I'm calling the cops."

Jason's pov

What?! "W-What?! I choke out shakily. "I'm calling the fucking cops on you, you murderer! You killed my baby. Not to mention, doing something highly illegal! You're going to jail for a long time!" "You're really going to call the fucking cops on me!?!" I shout shocked and terrified. She's really gonna do this?! "That's one thing my mama taught me. Not to take crap from nobody. And that includes husbands!" She shouts walking out the door. I quickly run after her. "Baby please!! I was j-just desperate and scared!! I love you!" "If you loved me, you wouldn't have done that to me!" "IT'S BECAUSE I LOVED YOU THAT I DID!!!" I desperately cry falling to my knees in front of her. "Please believe me!" I shot, grabbing her shirt. "Who's the damn doctor that did it?" Oh shit. "I can't tell you." "You better! He deserves prison just as much as you do!" Man. She'll never forgive me. "I can't." I say looking away. She calls the cops. I can't believe she actually called the cops on me.

Miranda's pov

I don't think I have ever been this heartbroken or furious as I am today. I thought I could trust him. How could he do that to me?! "Baby... I..." He says as they handcuff him, the blue lights flashing on us both. "I... I know it doesn't mean much... But... I'm sorry. I love you and I'm so sorry." I don't think I can forgive him now. Nor will I ever trust him.

Jason's pov

She looks so enraged. So cold. "I don't ever wanna see your face again." She whispers walking inside. I stare at the door horrified. Then they drag me to the cop car.

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