The Pack

Chapter 1: The Pact

They're on their honey moon now, committing all sorts of unnatural acts. I was stuck here in the dark and rain trying to figure out how she could love someone like Edward. She didn't think twice about me and now I'm here in my dad's garage hiding from the world. I've never been for crowds but lately I'd been even more closed off. I felt like a failure. I failed to make her see that my love was so much better than his. I would've sacrificed my life for her and part of me knew that I still would. I cracked open one of my dad's beers; I took the whole six pack out there with me. I needed to mellow; I was tired of phasing every night. I wanted to move on but I was stuck. I drank the beer three gulps and in it was gone. I crushed the can in my hand and threw it to the ground. I sunk down and rested my back against my car.

"Number two," I mumbled as I started on my next can. Then I smelled it, a familiar perfume. It was sweet and belonged to a woman that the whole world called bitter. "Go away," I griped. Everybody had been coming by to cheer me up but I'd avoided them all. Leah was unexpected, I figured that she wouldn't have cared because she couldn't stand Bella. She was probably just here to rub it in or to tell me that I'd dodged a bullet. She came around to the side of the car and stood in front of me dripping wet with her hands on her hips. She wore a black summer dress that now clung to her body. She huffed and rolled her eyes and sat down beside me.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I'd phased and got caught in the rain. Your house was the one I was closest to. I needed a place to hide out for a while," she explained. She grabbed one of my beers without asking and opened it. "You still moping over Bella?" She asked as she twisted her head only a little barely giving me any eye contact.

"Fuck you Leah," I whispered.

"That'd be a yes," she chuckled. "You know I find it odd that everyone's treating you nicely about your heart being broken and you weren't even with Bella. I lost Sam and I'm a bitch for not letting go. I hate to tell you this Jacob but you're acting like a bitch." I choked on my beer and burst into laughter.

"You may have a point," I confessed. I was still depressed but now mildly amused.

"We should make a pact to get over this together. We are both too damn good and hot to be suffering!" Leah raised her beer and clinked it against mine. I looked at the small smile on her face and the sadness in her eyes and I realized the same emotion in me. She was right why should we both be suffering? I looked in her eyes and I saw the same desire for love and attention. I saw a need to made whole.

"I have something better that could heal us both," I murmured and scooted closer to her. I needed to feel something other than hurt. I found myself breathing heavier as I approached her and leaned my forehead against hers.

"Jake, are you sure you wanna do this?" She whispered. There were no more words to be said, there were only lips hers and mine touching. This was much better than moping this was full of electricity and overall simply excellent. She twisted her hands in my hairs and moaned softly. She crawled into my lap and straddled me. I ran my hands along the sides of her body. I went to kiss her again but she pulled away. "This is madness," she exclaimed as sanity seemed to kick back in she moved away from me but I held her in place.

"I know but it feels good right? Doesn't make you feel … whole?" She paused for a minute as she gave it a thought. She finally nodded, smirked and kissed me once more. "Yeah I guess there are worse guys to act insane with." She lifted her dress over her head. I'd seen Leah naked in my head several times in her mind's eye due to the damned mind link but in person her flesh was far more alluring. All she had on was her little pink boyshort panties. I think that I was mesmerized by the mere sight of her and a little baffled at what I was supposed to do next. "You've never seen a naked girl before have you? Sometimes I forget I'm a bit older than you." She arched her eyebrow and scoffed and the look on my face.