After finding out that the 5sos boys had gotten arrested, we went to the police station as soon as we stopped laughing. We didn't know how much money it would be for them to get out of jail. I was just glad that they weren't super popular yet so this wouldnt make world news or anything, they're fans would know about it though. I couldn't wait to see what the 5sos fam thinks of this, although I was 99.9 percent positive that they would just laugh about it.
Once we got to the station, we waited in the waiting area for their parents to find out what they were gonna do. I was silently hoping that their management had money to bail them out if they needed it because their parents didn't deserve to have to pay for their stupidity.
After 15 minutes waiting for them, it turns out that they didn't actually need to pay anything. They just got a long lecture and a bit of a scare for having to be out in a cop car and spend 10 minutes in a cell.
We decided to drive them home so their parents could get back to their daily lives. As we were pulling out of the station, we decided on going to my place for a movie night.
"I literally can't believe you guys." Miranda laughed as we were driving to my apartment.
"Babeee." Ashton whined, who was sitting in the front with Miranda, who was driving. "It was a dare! I promise!" Miranda wasn't even upset, she thought it was pretty funny actually. Ashton genuinely thought she was mad, which was quite funny.
Turns out, the reason they were driving the little cars on a public road was because Calum had first dared Ashton to, but they all ended up joining in.
Miranda sighed and gave Calum a fake annoyed look.
Emily was pretty shoked that Calum had come up with such a dangerous idea, stuck on the thought that they could've been hurt. Michael And I were silent the whole car ride.
"Hey let's all just forget about it and watch a funny movie, yeah?" Said Anna.
Everyone shut up after that. I think it's best we forgot about because even though it was incredibly funny and couldn't have gotten them in very much trouble and they were all safe, we argue a lot and didn't want to cause a big fight. The rest of the way to my place was spent quietly listening to Mayday Parade and All Time Low.
When we got to my apartment, Anna, Emily and Miranda went strait to my room to change into the extra clothes they had brought. Michael, Ashton and Luke got all the blankets and pillows while Ashton picked a few movies to choose from. We'd done this so many times it had become a routine, completly normal and extremely necessary. Everyone was pretty tierd, it had been a pretty long day, so we deserved a bit of a rest. I was making popcorn for everyone and trying not to puke. The smell of food literally make me almost as sick as the thought of it.
"Hey you okay?" Michael said as he walked into the kitchen. He must've noticed the disgusted look on my face.
"Yeah, I'm fine." Lie.
"Are you sure? You seem a bit down, and you're looking at the popcorn like its dog shit."
"Oh. I'm just tired I guess. And I don't like popcorn very much." I looked at the bowl in my hands filled with popcorn as I replied so he couldn't tell I was lying, but looked up at him when I was finished talking.
Michael look at me skeptically. "It's fine, really." I fake laughed. "Help me carry some of these bowls and let's go watch the movie." Michael grabbed two of the bowls and I grabbed the other two.
We walked back into the living and once everyone saw the popcorn bowls they immediately started to devour it. Everyone eating made me feel super self-conscious and sick, and I was getting dizzy from lack of nutrients and moving around all day.
I had also realized my change in energy. Everyday for the past 3 weeks I had only had a protein shake and maybe celery and I noticed how I got dizzy if I stood up too fast or moved around too fast, and how I got tired a lot quicker. But I was also dropped weight, so it's okay.
Once everyone was sat down and Spider-Man was playing, I excused myself to go get changed. My mood had changed dramtically since earlier and I wanted nothing but to sleep. I grabbed my sweatpants and a large t-shirt that I had stolen from my dad before I moved out and threw them on my bed so I could change.
I was just about to walk over to my bed to change after I had took off the clothes I was previously wearing when I saw my reflection in the floor length mirror. I was just in my underclothes and I could easily see every single one of my flaws.The way my hips had some stretch marks, and how my thighs and tummy jiggled everytime I walked.
Standing in nothing but my underwear and bra, I could tell my weight loss. My stomach was flatter and my thighs were a smart size. My checks were also more hollow than before. It was these things people can't tell when I'm wearing baggie clothes. I walked over to my scale and stood on it waiting for the dreaded number to pop up.
I had lost 8 pounds since I last checked, and 11 pounds since I've been rejecting food. I've made progress, but it's still not good enough.
I sighed and started poking at my fat as I looked in the mirror once again. A silent tear ran down my cheek just as someone walked into the room.I gasped and turned around. Michael was standing in the doorway to the bathroom where I was at, he looked upset from what he had seen me doing.
"Ella."
Ok I apologize for all the spelling errors and stuff I'm doing this on my phone and yeah lol
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