it was monday morning, and from the words of vivian of recent events to madeline's ear she replies with this. i had no desire for the beginning of the day and i believe my attire and facial features signified that. the beige champion sweats that wrapped loosely around my waist and the white, tightened t-shirt that showed a sliver of my skin and the oversized hoodie that rested on my shoulders and was left open. my hair in bun that showed no effort and my face free of makeup.
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( kind of like this but with a white crop top and a zip up with it :-) )
i was drained of everything around me and wanted silence and no one to speak to me. "not really, i offered already but aurora just wants to be left alone and not talk about it." vivian states and i don't react to it and zone off to myself.
"she does know that he is totally going to attack her with questions once he gets to school?" madeline brings up and i groan covering my face in frustration at the thought of seeing him — even when i knew i would — and hearing his ignorant words.
"yeah any second now he should-"
"aurora!"
"and there he is." vivian states and sighs as the boy jogs up and i immediately face my back to him and look at madeline with plea in my eyes and she gives a sympathetic stare back.
i feel him tap my shoulder and i refuse to gaze at him, only hearing his phrases on sunday morning with ella. "aurora, please just talk to me, you've been avoiding me since sunday when i did nothing." this just causes such loathsome actions to create images of what i can do in anger because of his words.
madeline can tell it so bothers me and widens her eyes as i turn around and begin my rant, "really grayson, you did nothing? so you want to lie to yourself besides just me now?" his eyes are stitched with such confusion and his arches a brow unaware of what i talk about.
"what do you mean? what did i do?"
"grayson, sunday morning someone paid you a little visit." i state and this makes him process the look of despair as he is caught and i can tell he is starting to freak out. "and all i can keep hearing is those words you told me on that wednesday night of the party. that i was fake, a liar. when all along that was you!" i scream the last part and take my index finger to poke his chest in anger.
"aurora, just let me explain."
"no i'm tired of hearing you fucking try to explain. you keep feeding me these ideas that you care when instead you're all up on an ex two fucking weeks ago and god knows how many more times after that." i yell and he loses all expression in his face and the only thing i can truly read is the pain in his eyes. he knows he's wrong and does not fight me when i say my last words.
"so don't bother trying to explain anymore because i'm absolutely done talking to you as of now grayson. so please leave me alone." i give him one last look and my breath is becoming heavy when i think of the good within the memories of the both of us. my heart pounding harder and my chest becoming ponderous. "maybe it can finally be a good time for ella to keep you company while i'm not around." i comment and i turn my heel to walk away as quickly as possible. the tears dwindling down my cheek from the pain he has caused.
