Written- 02/05/18
Personal imagine for siobhan_0 hope you enjoy :))
Thanks for all the comments btw I'm taking everything you guys say into consideration :)
The FaceTime kept ringing and ringing, my boyfriend Blake wasn't answering me.
Maybe he was really busy, he always answers me. Then again, it was him who said 11pm suited him.
I sighed and ran my hands through my hair but left the phone ringing, I'm sure he was just running late.
The time switched, now displaying 11:02pm. I'll give him till five past, I thought.
I leaned my phone against the end of my bed, still ringing, and pulled my laptop onto my lap.
My jeans felt uncomfortable when I crossed my legs and were a reminder that I had made an effort for him, and he didn't even pick up the phone.
I went into twitter and began scrolling through my feed.
If you were a New Hope Club fan it's safe to say you knew who I was, if not as Blake's long time girlfriend, as Reece Bibbys twin sister. We didn't look that alike, I had blonde hair and blue eyes, but we both had the same music taste and his best friends were my best friends. Or in Blake's case, his best friend and band mate was my boyfriend of three years.
Right now, the boys were on tour, and my timeline was filled with pictures, videos and gossip about them.
I scrolled through my feed aimlessly, not really looking at what was displayed and growing more impatient with my boyfriend.
At 11:06 I decided enough is enough and hung up, sick of waiting for him to answer.
I wriggled out of my jeans and into my favourite pyjamas, taking off the makeup I had applied especially for our FaceTime.
I was pissed off with him, was I not important enough that he could remember this one thing?
I would have forgiven him, but he was the one who had suggested 11pm on Friday night in the first place, and I had agreed. Yet here I was, feeling as if I could not be further from him, and as if I wasn't important to him at all.
After a while of scrolling through Twitter, I decided to just go to sleep, sitting here doing nothing will only make me overthink things anyway.
I sent Blake a quick text before I powered off my phone
Umm, did you forget about FaceTime tonight?
I know you're super busy but I miss seeing your face. Text me when you get a chance and we can arrange another day?
I love you so much, sleep well xx S
Read 11:56pm
Sorry, I completely forgot, I'm just so busy with the tour. I miss you too Siobhan. How does tomorrow sound, noon?
Ily x sleep well
Delivered 3:45am
I woke up to find a text from Blake, sent at 3:45 am although he read mine at 11:56pm. Was he purposely waiting until later so that I'd be asleep and he wouldn't have to talk to me? The thought went round and round in my head.
I replied to Reece's texts asking if I made sure to feed Betty last night (i did) and got out of bed.
I replied to Blake as well
Noon sounds great, have a good morning, can't wait!! X
I went downstairs and found Lexi, mum and dad sitting at the table eating breakfast. I grabbed a plate and sat down beside them. I filled a glass with orange juice and grabbed some toast and jam.
