*3 months later*
It had been three months since I had last seen Nath, Tom had banned me from going out at night and I still didn't have my phone.
I missed Nathan more than ever. It was about 8pm and I could here a clink against my window and it kept going on for about 2 minutes. I walked over opened my curtains and window and looked out. He was standing there under my window.
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'Nathan.' I breathed happily.
'Hello El.' He grinned.
I went back into my room and stripped my bed tying them together and tied it to my bed post and carried the bundle to my window and threw it out the window down to Nathan.
'I'm coming down.' I called to him.
'Ok, careful El.' He replied.
I climbed down the bed sheet rope down to Nathan at the bottom. We embraced each other into a tight hug. I looked up at him and the next thing I knew he crashed his lips into mine. The kiss lasted a while, his arms round my waist and my arms round his neck. We only broke away because of someone clearing their throat. Ahh shit it's Tom.
'Tom, please don't.' I begged cuddling into Nathan. His arm tight round my waist.
'Fine, guess you can see each other.' Is all he said before walking back inside.
I turned and looked up to a grinning Nathan. He picked me up and spun me around. He kissed my forehead as he set me down again. I dropped my head, I had done the one thing he didn't want me to do most. He's gonna be so disappointed.
He lifted my chin up.
'What's wrong baby?' He questioned looking into my eyes. He watched me pull up my jumper sleeves revealing the fresh scars. I held my arms out to him and he took them in his grasp. He stared at them for a while then tears fell on to my arms. I dropped my arms and caressed his face in my hands.
'Why baby?' He sighed.
'I'm so sorry, I did it before I got your dm, I'm so sorry.' I explained.
'Baby I don't want you getting hurt.' He admitted.
'It kills me seeing that things got so bad you had to hurt yourself and I wasn't there to protect you.' He added.
I dropped my head again.
'El.' Tom called.
'Coming.' I shouted back.
Nath was looking at the floor, I turned and walked off turning back to see Nath looking at me teary, I dropped my head once more before I walked back to see Tom.
'Dinner's ready El.' Tom told me, passing me my plate.
'Thanks Tom Tom, for everything.' I kissed his cheek and went off to eat my dinner. Once I finished Tom came over to me. He handed me my phone and sat down next to me.
'Here's your phone El, I'm sorry for hurting you I thought I was doing the right thing, I don't want you getting hurt by him or anyone, I'll always be your protective brother but please can you forgive me.' He spoke.
'I forgive you Tom Tom, I'm sorry for lying to you.' I replied hugging him before heading to my room.
I went on twitter and saw a new tweet it was by Nath.
'I love you.'
I replied to him.
'@Ellie_Parker:@Nathanthewanted I'm sure she loves you too xx'
