I'm so so sorry I haven uploaded I had really bad writers block xxx sorry for the lack in uploads I will upload again soon promise love you all -Lucie xx
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*Nathans p.o.v*
Tom got home from hospital last night, we were all round his house to welcome him home.
Ellie has seemed really distant lately from everyone.
It was just me and Ellie in the kitchen so I decided to talk to her.
'El, what's wrong?' I asked lifting her head to look at me.
'None of this would have ever happened if I didn't come back.' She mentioned.
'None of this is your fault, what if he took Lil while it was just you looking after her?' 'It's better that we were all here, yeah someone got hurt but it will all be alright El, just please don't leave again I couldn't cope if you did it again.' I said wrapping my arms around her waist pulling her close to me.
'But I always hurt you guys and put you in danger, if I hadn't of come back, Tom would have never been shot and everything would have been alright. I shouldn't have come back, I just end up hurting you all.' She replied.
'No your not leaving me again! All of us would put our lives on the line for you and you would do the same for us, yeah everyone has bad moments but we're family and family stick together. Lillie is so happy having met all of us, you can't take that away from her.' I reason with her.
'I'm not gonna leave Nath, it would hurt Lil if I did.' She admitted.
'It would hurt me too.' I whispered kissing her forehead.
She cuddled me tightly as I rocked us side to side.
'I love you Nathan.' She mumbled into my chest.
'I love you too Ellie.' I said back.
*Month Later*
We are all sat in the meeting room with Jayne.
'You are all going on a well deserved holiday, take the girlfriends with you.' She smiles at us.
I was about to speak but Jayne interrupted.
'Don't worry Nath, I can have Lillie, I'm sure she would get on with Angel and little Max, you and Ellie need time as just you two.'
'Thank you Jayne.' We chorused.
'No problem boys, now go pack your flight leaves in 4 hours.' She said ushering us to go home.
*Ellie's p.o.v*
I was led on the sofa with Lil cuddled up on my stomach, I stroked her hair as I looked down at my little girl she's so cute and just like Nathan.
Nathan is on his way home from a meeting with Jayne, on the phone he sounded very happy.
'Hi beautiful.' Nath calls as he comes in the house.
'How's my girls doing?' He asked grinning before pecking my lips.
'Very well, little one's asleep.' I reply glancing down at Lil.
'We're going on holiday and Jayne had offered to look after Lillie.' Nath smiled.
We got ready and packed, I packed Lillie some stuff before taking her to Jayne's it was sad leaving her.
We got to the airport and met with the others.
'I'm so excited.' Kelsey exclaimed as us four girls walked around the airport waiting for our flight.
I hadn't really spent time with any of the other's girlfriends so going on holiday gives me a brilliant chance to get to know them better.
*few hours later in Miami*
I stepped out onto the balcony, looking down at the beach that lead to the ocean and the sun was setting in the sky. It was warm but a cool breeze stopped the heat from being excessive.
'It's beautiful isn't it.' Nathan said coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around.
'It's incredible.' I agreed never seeing anything like it before.
'It's almost as beautiful as you.' He whispered in my ear before placing a kiss under it.
'Your so cheesy Mr Sykes.' I laughed turning in his arms.
'Hey I thought we already agreed that it was Mr Sexy!' He joked remembering my 18th birthday.
We spent a while looking out at the view, it was amazing.
This was going to be a holiday to remember!
