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A/N: (The song mentioned in Chapter 'Calling My Angel, is on the side :) it is actually sung by Jason Derulo but just pretend Nath wrote it xxx) Enjoy Chapter 11
*Nathan’s p.o.v*
It’s been 3 years since any of us had seen Ellie meaning i am now 21, I miss her so much. I was crushed when I had to tell Tom about Ellie.
It destroyed him, it destroyed us both. We had lost her.
The baby? I don’t know what happened. I don’t even know if it’s a boy or girl. I don't even know if it's alive. All I have is the ultrasound photo from when El went to hospital.
I love Ellie so much, I really want to see her again. But I guess I won't have that chance.
We are in the studio writing for our new album.
I’ve been working on a song ever since Ellie left, all the others had gone to lunch so I was in the recording room myself.
I unfolded my paper and rested on the stand in front of me as I stood in the box, I asked the recording guy to start the backing track and press record.
I breathed deeply before singing my heart out.
Found myself in a dark room all day
(All day, all day, all day)
Hoping the silence
Would take this pain away
(Away, away
Cos no one else is here
To wipe my tears
When they fall (oh no)
And no one hears me screaming,
But these four walls
So I'm calling out your name
Hoping you'd hear me (hear me)
Got both hands on my heart
Hoping you'd feel me (feel me)
Cos baby I feel you when I close my eyes
Calling out for you, I can't sleep at night
Can someone help me find my angel
Cos every breath I take without, is painful
Please someone, help me find my angel
Cos I know she's hear me calling
Hear me calling, calling, calling for my angel
Calling for my angel, I'm calling for my angel
Wherever I'll be,
Calling, calling, calling for my angel
Calling for my angel, I'm calling for my angel
Now, who's gonna pick me up
Now that I fell right down (down)
You left with a part of me
The air is thinning,
It's getting so hard to breathe
(Breathe, breathe)
Breathe,
Try to take the pain away with this pen
But I just keep writing your name over again
No one can take your place (no)
