Your POV
My Dearest Y/n
I have yet to understand how to properly apologize to you, but I will try. Obviously if you couldn't tell Ponyboy is writing this letter to you because I can't write for shit. Okay here goes. From the moment I saw you I knew I loved you. I know what you're thinking "Soda we have only been dating for a few weeks. How could you possibly be in love with me?" I ask myself that same question and always come up with the same answer. I'm in love with you and everything about you. From your laugh to the way your eyes twinkle when you talk about something you love. I love that twinkle. Guess what Y/n. You are my twinkle. You will and always will be my twinkle. I'm absaloutly sorry for what happened between us. Please come back to me.
I love you, with all my heart.
Sodapop Curtis.
I was speechless. I couldn't form any words.
"Sis?" Johnnys voice startles me.
"Yeah everything okay Johnny?" I wipe a few stray tears that fell while I was reading.
"I don't know, you tell me." He sits beside me on the bed we were sharing.
"Yeah." I look at him and smile softly. "I'm fine."
"You don't look it." He wraps am arm around my shoulder and I lay my head on his shoulder. He takes the letter out of my hand and reads it to himself. "You miss him?"
"Yeah. I do." He hands it back. "But I need time. I just don't know how to tell him."
"I get it." He hugs me closer. Sometimes it felt like he was the older sibling. "Maybe you should write back."
I sit up and look at him.
"Johnny you're a genius." I kissed his forehead and grab my note book from my suitcase.
As soon as I started I couldn't stop. Words just kept pouring out of me. It felt good to let all my feelings out.
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With All My Heart || Sodapop Curtis x Reader
RomanceLike you're stuck underwater, slowly drowning. While everyone else around you is breathing. That my dearest Y/n, is what depression is like. •MATURE CONTENT• Language Sexuality Depression
