Why me? {M.E} (Editing)

Chapter16 :D

Abby's POV:Todays the day i start school i got up and took a shower i washed my body then my hair and shaved.I felt like a doulphant.i got dressed in a crean colored tank top and a cream coulored skirt with black and whiteflowers and curled my hair.I put some mascara and lip gloss on and walked out of my room to wake up Meagan.

I walked into her room witch she lives in now because my mom and dad adoputed her and Hope and Shawn live in a apartment a block away and the boys live next store and Michelle and Chloe live across the street because they are sisters. I walked to Meagan's bed and woke her up ''Meagan wake up and get re-'' i was cut off by my phone peeping.I got a text from Matt.

Before i opened it i yell at Meagan ''Meagan get up!! its not summer anymore!'' she groaned and i heard rusling so i know she's up.I opened the text from Matt.

From Matt😻:Hey bae wanna walk to school togther?

To Matt😻:of corse i do

From Matt😻: ok see you soon

I grabbed my bag and when down stairs.I grabbed an apple and left the house to go next store.I got to the door and it swang out before i could even knock.

 it was Taylor hugged me and asked how i was doing ''so how have you been Savvy'' he asked '' im good how are you?'' i smiled ''fine now that your here'' he said cheeky ''cheesy and cute but im sorry i love you as a friend and i got a boyfriend'' i said pushing passed him to Matts room.When i got there he was laying there on his phone.I jumped on him and tickled him.But i Failed because he some how got on top of me  and started tickling me.

''MATT STOP!'' i said laughing i finally pushed him off. ''come on we need to get to school'' i said laughing a little ''fineeeee'' he said sighning he grabbed my hand and we walked out the door with eveyone behind us.Our school isnt the far away so we walked. We arrived at school and Matt walked me to my class i kissed him on the cheek and walkd in to class with Nikol staring at me with a dirty look

''Miss hillson you will be going to the math class'' uh oh Nikol is going to Matts class they get out like 5 mins before i get out Shit.Why am i so scared i trust him.

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 the Bell rang and  i ran to Matts locker to see somthing i really didnt wanna see. I started balling because i saw him and Nikol mmaking out.The bad thing was he was kissing back.I walked up to them i tapped on Matts shoulder

''M-Matt'' i chocked out he pulled away and looked at my with regret and disbeilf ''S-Savannah its not-'' ''Then what is it did you fall into her lips and stayed or did you just want to crush my heart like a peice of gum thats on your shoe.Have you never heard my sayings 'Trust is like paper once you crumple it it will never be perfect' Matt just save it we are done!'' i yelled and slapped him in the face .everyone was staring at me as i was balling and ran away

i felt somone grabbed my arm ''Savannah what happen back there'' Cameron said ''n-no please just stop please leave me alone please Cameron just stay away from me i want every one just stay away from me tell Matt never to talk to me again.

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i stayed in my room for the next week everyday i would get up shower grab my razor cut my arms then bandad it and sleepMeagan  and my parents would alway try to get me out of my room but gave up. Once in a while Matt would try to talk to me but i would blast my music or yell at him.

every one like EVERY one would try to get me out but i just hibornate in my blanket.for once Meagan knocked on my door she was crying ''Savannah please come out'' ''M-Meagan i can't'' ''please just open the door'' i got up and opend the door and everyone was sitting there Shawn the Jacks Nash Cameron Taylor Aaron O2L everyone besides Matt.

i grabbed Meagan's arm and pulled her into my room.She grabbed my arm and looked at it she ran her fingers across them ''witch one was from Matt'' she asked i pointed at the biggest one.

**FLASHBACK** 

I was crying and sitting againts the wall in my bathroom i whisperd ''this ones for you Matthew Lee Espinosa'' i said and cut my wrasit and it blend....and blend.. and i blackout.

**FLASHBACK ENDED**

''Savannah?'' she asked i broke down crying '' i need Matt'' i said crying even harder everyone wrapped thier warms around me and hugged me ''Savannah please dont cry'' i know exatally who it was it was Matt.