Something filthy about Mr.Haynes

I don't want to be a monster

Chad's POV

I enter the corridor, seeing the door to my cell wide open. I have a bottle of scotch in my hand and a sandwich with tuna. I nervously rush towards my cell, but I sigh out with relief, finding Serene laying on the bed, her back turned at me.

"You're here",-i say, sounding more as a question. "Well that's so sweet of you. Why didn't you run away?"

"I did."

This gets me off guard. "So...what, you just missed me and decided to come back?"

I didn't get any response from her, so I left the sandwich on the night stand, along with my gun and went to the walk-in closet to dress off. She doesn't know how the safety works anyway.

"Bother to explain what is happening with you today?"-i mumble, but she just shrugs her shoulders. "Ok, whatever. I'm off."

I leave her alone in a bed. I have no idea what is happening with her lately. She seem angry with me, annoyed and rather moody. And I don't know a reason for this.

It's quite possible, actually, that, ironically, she doesn't like me at all.

I spend 10 minutes in a shower and get dressed. As I enter my cell, she is laying in bed just like before and she didn't even touch the sandwich I made.

"Why you not eating?"-i ask and get a huge bite. "Aren't you hungry?"

And she shrugs her shoulders again.

"Ok that's it!"-i hiss nervously, because this shit she's been giving me all day is really starting to frustrate me. "The fuck is wrong with you? Come here!"-i whispers in low yet demanding tone stepping towards her.

She's not moving. I can't believe this.

"Why?"-she finally sighs out of nowhere.

"Because. I won't repeat myself, you know that."

Of course she does. She knows i'll get angry and there would be consequences. I can't believe she is actually looking for the ways to die. "I won't."

Silence falls among us once more. And I know what's about to happen next.

"You sure about this?"-i ask, making shallow steps towards her.

"I know, Chad."

"Know what?"

"The thing that's inside me. Why would you do this to me?"

Well this is awkward. I put the chip the last time she was unconscious. How on earth could she find out? "How do you know?"

"That's not the point"-she whispers, making me stop in my tracks,-"whatever I say, whatever I do won't stop you. I'm not about to even try anymore. I'm tired, Chad. And I can't fight you anymore. So you just do what you have to do. Hurt me, kill me. Do what you do and go away."

I let not any emotion flicker in my face. I have to say, I kinda feel empty inside. Did I break her eventually?

I step in front of her while she sits up and lays her eyes on my sneakers. She doesn't look up. I bend and stand her up. My fingers leave a trace on her jaw line, pulling it up, making me meet these green eyes.

"What are you doing to me?"-I silently sigh in my moment of weakness, pressing my lips to hers.

She doesn't back off, but doesn't respond to my kiss as well. This makes me sad.

I debate something for a while. My lips presses into tight line and then i spit at the ground through my gritted teeth. "Very well. Get on your knees. I'll take this thing out sooner than you can even blink."