Something filthy about Mr.Haynes

Treat for a treat

Chad's POV

"Can you keep a secret? My hands are really itchy, ma'am, I really need to kill someone. Fast. Without any ceremony. Without any regret nor damn conscious telling me elsevise. So I can crumble and do what's right. At least for once. She expects me to save her, did you know?"

"It's going to be fine!"-she tease, seeing me doubt for a moment,-"You'll get your girl back, my king!"

Ok, well maybe I just need some time for enjoying myself and postponing heavy stuff for the night. That's an important milestone in any relationship, as long as It means nothing. It's not that I forgot Serene, not at all, I just have my own needs.

So who am I to ignore my needs? It's just sex. Simple. No strings attached.

"You don't have to convince me that everything is gonna be okay, Amara, I now know what I have to do, but you will cheer me up a bit before that, right?"

"Yes, my king, so you can start everything from square one, with your thoughts fresh."

"Elsewise, we all gonna die. And we'll all reunite in eternity. One way or the other."

"So...I see it this way- seize the moment. Tomorrow we might be dead."

"Yes, and...the alternative is just too damn depressing. So come!"

However, having Serene not by my side makes me realize how insignificant the life truly is.

Even some intimate moment with beautiful woman doesn't make me happy at all.

Serene's  presence all around me makes me go crazy. I'm so close loosing all those little pathetic remains of my humanity that are still left. Maybe this woman, this evil servant would make me forget? At least for a little while?

I'll close the door, when she's mine again. I'll put the biggest lock on her cage so she can never slip away again. This time I will lock it down so tightly she can never leave me.

And I know that she may hate me, yell at me if she needs to, do anything she wants.

But from the second Serene's mine and on- i'll keep my eye on her, like she's the only priceless thing i've got.

So you gonna keep me here?-she would ask as always. Away from the world? How much more of your sick choices I have to live through?-she would scream on the top of her lungs as if would care a bit. Guess what -i don't care-i would yell back right at her. And then she would give up and cry. And then I would break her completely.

"Don't you think you've had enough?"-cute brunette interrupts my thoughts, her voice sounding husky and provocative,-"i can help you with this stress."

"I really doubt that. Not that it concerns you..."

"Wellbeing of my king is the only purpose i've got for life. Let me, please, make you feel a bit better."

This...all this...it's inhumane. This is torment I live in every day. I love her. And I hate her. Why don't i just let her go? Or kill her, for God's sake? I know i always say that i'm close from killing her. Damn, I screamed it at her face more times than I can even remember.

And instead enjoying myself with this lovely woman, which is as real as myself, I dream of the one that I can't have.

"Please!"-silent whoosh of cold wind type whisper catches my attention. I snap my head at the open window, i'm almost sure it's Serene. "I wanna be free again."

"Did you hear that?"-i yank towards the window, but Amara's tough grip catches my wrist. "Do you mind?!"-i roar and she stumbles back in an instant. "I heard...I heard a whisper. That's her."