For Your Eyes Only

Chapter 14: Fears and Fantasies

Rob wakes up, stirring slightly. He looks up to see Kenya's back to him, as she is writing down something. He quietly walks his fingers across her leg, stroking it and getting her attention. "Good morning" Kenya says. "Good morning" Rob answers back. He kisses her shoulder and sees her with a pen and a booklet. "What are you writing?". "You know that poem I started writing yesterday and got stuck on the first line?". "Yeah". "I got back into what to write and I just finished". "Can I hear it?" he asks. "Sure". Kenya turns around to face him, holding the booklet.

"What I See"

"I see a tunnel reflecting

in my mind

One that is dark and

begging for sunlight

I'm guided to a place that shows

where I'm headed and where

I need to go

My feelings of delight flow

with the slow and steady path,

making me crave to go further

Soft music plays in my mind,

while I remember my journey

and explore solace

and embrace the guide

in my journey".

"That was beautiful" Rob says as he kisses her forehead. "What time is it?". Kenya turns her head to look at the clock. "It's 9:30". Rob jumps out of bed immediately and grabs his clothes. "Rob, what's the rush?". "The producers who are holding the audition I told you about wants me to go in at noon". "Why are you leaving now?". "I need to be there an hour early to get the script" he says, about to run out the room. "Rob, you can't go there naked". "Of course not! I'm going to my apartment to shower and change. I'll see you later". He kisses her cheek. "I love you". He runs out and goes next door, leaving Kenya to think about what he said. She rubs the pillow he was resting on and the feelings of butterflies return. "He loves me..." she says softly. Kenya snuggles the pillow a little longer before getting up for the day.

Later, Kenya goes outside to get some exposure to the sun. She passes the same field of flowers that she took a flower from before and sits by a nearby stream. Pulling out a book to read, Kenya stills think of Rob saying 'I love you' to her. She wonders if he realized what he said. Was he even aware? It may come natural to him to say it. That now leaves her thinking if she should have said it back to him. What if he gets confused by it or worse deny it? Kenya tries to put it out her mind and starts going back home hours later.

When she comes back, she overhears Rob speaking like he's reading something aloud. A second later, Rob is frustrated. "Dammit! I can still hear it!" he says, tossing the script onto the chair. He hears a knock on the door and opens it. "Hey Kenya". "Hey Rob, is everything OK?" she asks. "Yeah, I just needed a break. Come in". Kenya steps inside . "So, how was the audition?". "It went OK, they want me to come back before making their final cuts". "That's great news!" she says, hugging him. "It is, except I had to recite the script a few times". "Why?". "A few of the cast members claimed they couldn't understand what I was saying. They think my accent is the reason" he answers .

Rob had this thought before and started to get some doubt over whether he can succeed in acting. Granted his accent is not as thick as it first appeared when moving to the U.S., it is still noticeable to most people and it will never go away completely. The problem was more about whether this would cause him to be typecast or pigeonholed into one type of character, the foreigner who can make people laugh through various forms of culture shock. Oh no, it would be like Milli Vanilli all over again, he thought. Anytime doubt would come to him, that annoying persona would appear in his mind, until one day Rob bumped his head to purposefully make it go away. 'So, it's like that, huh? Fine, you're on your own' and it leaves. It hasn't been back since that time.

"I can understand you just fine. Maybe I can help you practice". Rob agrees and they go over the script again. Later they take a break from the script reading and started talking a little about what they want to overcome.

"Rob, you don't have to be a famous to be loved. There are a lot of people who care about you and love you" Kenya tells him. "What about you? Do you love me?". Kenya pauses for a moment. "I realized I said to you when I ran out today, but didn't wait to hear how you would take it. Kenya, how do you feel about me? About us?" Kenya looks at him as he waits for her answer. "Yes, I love you, Rob, but...". "But what? Tell me. Please?". Kenya takes notice of his long eyelashes when he blinks. "I'm scared. I've opened up to people who said the same thing and they showed me the opposite". "I wouldn't do that to you". "I know, I just don't want to end up alone and lonely". Rob holds her close. "You don't have to be lonely or alone, not anymore".

They lighten the mood after a while, getting into more intimate territory. "So, what's your most intimate fantasy?" Rob asks, teasing. Kenya blushes at this question. "I don't think I should tell you. It's kind of embarrassing and I don't want you to think less of me" Kenya explains. Rob was not having it. "Kenya, we're not in group therapy, it's just the two of us here. It can't be that bad".Kenya sighs. "OK. My fantasy is having a private concert, just for me. The artist would perform some songs and do a striptease and record it on video". Rob gets excited hearing this fantasy.

"Who's the artist? Not Lenny Kravitz, I hope"." Have I told you this before?". "Aww, come on!". "Rob, relax. It's not him. I don't even know who he is". Kenya laughs and continues the story. "Afterwards he carries me and we take a bubble bath together. He gives me a massage and I start to pleasure him. After we're done, we end up in bed with him straddling me. We kiss and he puts his hard, throbbing manhood inside me and go on for hours and hours. Rob, are you OK?".

Rob closes his eyes and has crossed his legs to cover his expanding bulge. "Wow, you really are kinky". 'Told you so!'. Rob ignores the voice. "Now that I told you mine, what's your fantasy?". Rob faces her and shares one of his own. "My fantasy involves me doing some work when my sweet and sexy girlfriend comes by and we talk and tell stories". He whispers the next part. "Then she tells me this very steamy fantasy and I get so aroused, I tell her my fantasy is to push my dick inside and shoot my load inside her nicely round,tight ass". He starts to rub her thighs under her skirt, reaching her clit.

"Mmm...you are so wet, baby. You want me inside your ass?". "I'm not sure...I've never done it before...". "OK, we'll go slow and gentle and stop if it hurts too much". Kenya nods and Rob carries her to his bedroom.

After getting into bed, Rob kisses her passionately. They slowly start to remove their clothes and caress each other. Kenya pulls him to her and Rob starts to squeeze her breasts, making her nipples hard before he chews them softly. "Mmm...don't stop, Rob..." Kenya moans. Rob pinches her nipple, causing her to screech then slowly licks it, teasing her. She guides him and pushes him towards her clit. "Aren't you a little eager?" Rob teases. "Are you going to start licking or not?". He caresses her clit with his tongue and goes down further, extending her pleasure. "Yes, Rob...Ohh...please, I want you inside me...". Rob finishes licking her and sets Kenya on all fours, while he grabs some lubricant. He massages her butt and Kenya starts relaxing. He then kisses both cheeks before rimming her. Rob takes the lubricant and pours some on his cock and on Kenya's bottom. "I'm about to go inside you, so just relax baby". Kenya nods as Rob slowly pushes his cock in her. Kenya starts to yell from the pain, making Rob stop. "Kenya, I'm sorry. We can do this another time, if you want me to stop". "It's OK. It's just that I didn't realize how big you are". Rob gives a mischievous grin and goes back to putting himself in Kenya.

The movements are slower and Kenya adjusts to the pressure. The pain comes but goes away significantly. Rob holds Kenya's hips and moves in and out a little quicker. "You feel so amazing, girl" Rob says, smacking one of her cheeks. "Rob, I feel..." Kenya moans. "What do you feel?". " I feel my my legs are going to collapse". "You're going to cum, aren't you?" he asks, stroking her clit. Kenya moans, feeling his fingers rub her and making her release. Rob starts again and climaxes inside her. Kenya leans forward and ends up landing on a pillow, while Rob pulls out of her, laying by her side. "How was that?" he asks. "It felt pretty nice, but kind of sore". Rob rubs her lower back and bottom gently. Kenya sighs lovingly and falls asleep on his chest, while Rob soon follows.