The Meet and Greet: Harry Styles

Chapter 3

Okay here is the next chapter of The Meet and Greet.  I really hope everyone likes this because I really enjoyed writing it.  There is a couple big secrets revealed and there is some steamy action as well. 

This started a long time ago when I was about 3 my dad left me.  I have never seen him since and because of that I sometimes find it hard to be close to a guy.  I always am scared that he will leave me just like my dad did.  I never grew up with a male role model in my life.  It has always just been me and my mom.  When I was 15 my mom told me that I had 2 half-brothers that I had met when I was a baby but wouldn’t remember it now.  Later that same year I found out my dad had died from lung cancer.  Even though he hadn’t been a part in my life it still really hurt.  I guess I had been holding to the thought that someday I might be able to find him again and show him how I turned out to be.  When he died all that thought was gone.

I know it sounds silly but Harry and I have been really close lately and I just don’t want to lose him.  I had a bad dream last night when I was sleeping over at the flat that I did lose him.  He told me he didn’t love me anymore and he never liked me it was all some kind of joke.  I know it was just a dream but I was scared that it might turn into reality.  I just couldn’t handle it if that happened.

I had been walking for a good while now and off in the distance I could hear someone calling my name.  I turned around and saw Harry running towards me.  It was raining now and I was tired of walking so I let him run up to me and embrace me.

“Hey what’s wrong babe?  Why did you run out like that?”  Harry was extremely confused. 

I was crying now all the memories from losing my dad came rushing back.  Once I let the tears start there was no stopping them.

“Hey come on you can tell me whatever it is.  I promise I won’t be mad with you, please tell me babe.”  He was begging now, and I knew it was time to tell him about my past.  He was holding my face in his hands and I felt shivers run down my spine, it felt good to be this close.

He took me back to his place; Louis was already gone, now I felt even worse he was going to be late to his interview because of me.  He didn’t seem to notice that he was late he just sat me on the couch and I explained everything.

By the time I was done I was going hysterical with sobs I didn’t realize how much I really didn’t want to lose him.  “I just love you so much.  I don’t want to lose you” I tried to say between my sobs.  Although I know that’s not how it sounded when it came out.  I could barely get one word out.

He pulled me close so I could cry into his shoulder. “Shhh baby I would never leave you.  I love you silly.”  He kissed me letting me know how much he loved me.

I kissed him back hard it was like we needed each other.  His tongue licked the outline of my mouth and I let him gain entrance.  He laid me down on the couch so he was on top of me.  I pulled back to catch my breath but he didn’t stop kissing me he moved down to my neck.  Once I had my breath I pulled his lips back to my mouth.  We were so caught up in the moment I started to pull at his shirt.

He paused for only a second “are you sure you want to do this?” he asked me.  I just nodded, I was sure.  I know I had told myself I would wait until marriage or a serious relationship and I considered mine and Harry’s relationship pretty serious.

So I continued to pull his shirt off and then he did the same for me.  His hands were all over me and I liked it.  I had never been so close to someone, it felt really good.  Harry moved his hands down to my hips my hands were around his neck.

Thirty minutes later we were dressed and headed to the station for his interview.  Our hands were linked together while he drove 70mph so we could try to get there as fast as we could.