My Broken Heart (Laurence X Reader) Book 2: Broken Lives

Chapter 10

"It looks like another has just fallen..."
"It's you.. am I.." I said as I sit up in the bed.
"Yes and no..."
"He really hurt you in more ways then one..." I nodded.. "I'm guessing death was the easy part.. his words and actions really hurt... dont they.."
"That.. that happened and then I fell... I shouldn't have ever came back... I shouldn't still be alive.. at least Then maybe he wouldn't be like this.."
"You love him don't you?"
"Of course.. Why wouldn't I... I failed him.. I was supposed to be there for him and I.. I left... Everything he said was true.. I am a lier, I am a monster...I had to lie.. or else I would hurt the people I love the most... I am a monster..."
"You will never be able to open yourself up if you are scared of what you are." I looked down.. "You, like your cousin, need to accept who you are.."
"I was raised to lie and to be alone.."
"It's a shame you aren't the girl I remember.."
"Huh..."
"The (y/n) I remember wouldn't allow a minor setback like this to to determine, even when everything was lost.."
"A MINOR SETBACK? THE MAN I LOVE IS A DANGER! YOU CALL ITA MINOR SETBACK!!"
"Exactly, he is in danger.. being in death makes you forget there are people who are in danger, people you care dearly about are you just going to give up and forget them.."
"I.."
"Maybe you should, after all, the man you loved, the people you knew, caused this."
"No! He would never do this! It was never his fault! I love him.. and I will never give up on him I will do anything to keep him safe.."
"You always have.. do you want to go back?"
"Of course I do! Laurence, Ruji, Aphmau, Arron, Lexi... I may not have told them everything about me but they care about me, they are the closest thing to family that I have left.. I will not let him do this!"
"There is the girl I knew.. alright then I'll help you.. I will help you escape death once more.. from there the rest is up to you. Are you truly determined to save him and all of your friends?"
"Yes.. I will never give up."
"Then this is my debt repaid. Go fight for them.." she said as I got up and walked out of the door.

*GASP*
"Was that all a dream..." I said "Oww.. I- I can't move.. *Scream*!!!" I pulled out the sword from my side and threw it across from me. "Ugh... I need to get up... I can't die here.."
~flashbacks~
20 Year Old me:
(Yuri) "Can you just shut up! I don't want to be your friend, I don't care if we went to the same school or whatever! You were quite then why not now?"

18 Year Old me:
(Professor Hannah) "You guys are of age to start working by yourselves, I shouldn't have to every week explain to you, (Y/n), why we don't have group projects! If you need friends so badly why don't you actually go and talk to someone, and if you still can't find friends that's your own fault."

16 Year Old me:
(Rika) "Why do you never go outside, I know you are trying to hide that your a werewolf but you can't just stay in here forever... And Why don't you ever go looking for a boyfriend, you are of age.."

14 year old me:
(Zylvana) "Mija! What have I told you! You cant go sneaking out to see some boy! You barely even know him, all you know him is from that game of yours and you want to see him! He is not important!"

12 Year Old Me:
(Sofia) "Pfft! Look at you your pathetic! You can't do anything right, no matter what you do, the guy you like will never love you! Your Ugly, and a Shame to this world!"

10 Year Old Me:
(Crystal) "You really think you are sooo smart! Your nothing but a nobody!"

8 Year Old Me:
(Zylvana) "(Y/n)! What did I tell you about going outside at night! It's dangerous, Especially with the spiders, and sharks, don't forget about sharks! You need to wait till your older! You can't just go around at night you are too young and don't know anything about how life works!"

6 Year Old Me:
(Aphmau) "So what if your older than me! I'm still moms favorite, all you do all day is sit around in your room and look out the window! You can't tell me what to do!"