My Broken Heart (Laurence X Reader) Book 2: Broken Lives

Chapter 14:

3 months later:

I missed Laurence and Ruji so much. They don't understand how much... I was looking out the window when someone walked in my room.
"Hey cuz." He said and I smiled.
"Hey Arron what's up?"
"My father is allowing us to send boxes and letters to them!"
"Really!!"
"Yep! I have some boxes on the dining room table, and mallisa is going to bring the boxes to them!" I ran over and hugged him then I ran to the dining room. I got a smaller box to put in stuff for Ruji, I put a letter detailing how much I love and miss him, a small wolf plush, video games called Dark Spirits and Skyline, and some of his favorite snacks. Then I got for Laurence a bigger box, I put in his favorite drink, a beautiful green and blue blanket, that mallisa insisted that I put my sent on it... I learned not to question these things... A small Dolfin and Wolf plush that I thought was cute, A photo of us in our highschool days, and a note.

My dearest, Laurence...
I don't know if you'll read this...

I'm sorry... I'm sorry I never told you what I was... Even when you partly even knew because of attorney the time you spent researching it. I was ahsamed, scared... I was scared  that you would hate me. You were the one light in my life, an angel in the darkness.. and I didn't want to push you away or have something take you away From me... You made me apart of your life, you shown me so many things, and I was happy to just be by your side. I wanted it to stay that way..

But at points... I would have to lie and I would even sometimes forget what I was... Am... And in the end, by trying to keep you all safe you all got hurt... And it's my fault... I'm sorry..

I hope you are ok..I hope everyone is ok.. have they been helping you? Are they watching after you? I can only imagine that they are there all the time.

How are Garroth and Zane? I heard from Arron that they didn't talk that much.. are they finalized talking? Is Lucinda still making potions? I hope this hasn't stopped her from doing what she loves? How is Aphmau holding up is she ok, is she eating? Normally in times like this she won't eat very much, nor sleep.. And Ruji, have you seen him, is he ok?

I have so many questions.. I want to talk to you... I miss hearing your voice..

I'm... having a bit of a hard time righ now..So many things are going on.. but I'll be fine.
I miss you so much Laurence... you are always in my thoughts...

Please stay strong... My Little Casanova.
-(y/n)

I placed the letter in a white envelope, and carefully placed it in the box, along with some packaging peanuts. Then I closed the boxes and taped the edges so they wouldn't open. As the door opened and in game mallisa.
"Mallisa!!" I said as I ran up to her and hugged her. "Thank you so much.." I said as she smiled.
"Any time!" She smiled as I let go and then I got the two boxes and put them in her car and she fallowed me. "You excited for starlight!?"
"Yep! But I'll need to leave about a week after I get there cause of Lexi's Wedding!"
"Oh right! Isn't she your friend from high school?"
"Yep!"
"I heard she is pregnant!"
"She is! I think it's going to be a girl!"
"Well I think it's going to be a boy!"
"Hmm. Ok! But still.. I think it's going to be a girl!"
"Want to make a bet?"
"Sure! If it's a boy you pay me $10, if it's a girl I pay you $10!"
"Sounds like a plan!" I smiled, "and I know I'm going to win!"
"Yeah right!" We laughed as Arron put his box in the trunk and we both hugged Mallisa and then she drove off. I then walked back inside. Arron still had some therapy to do, I was finished with it last week.

I looked out the window, it's odd cause I feel like someone is watching me, sure it's gone from 3 times per week to one time every three weeks but still. I looked out the window once more, I then walked to the living room and turned on Netflix, I scrolled through the movies and tv series till I found 'diabolik lovers' and Decided to watch that. After watching some of the episodes I walked outside, the cool air against my face, I looked at the forest and saw a grey and white wolf staring at me. With that I walked inside and shut the door behind me and walked to my room...