My Broken Heart (Laurence X Reader) Book 2: Broken Lives

Chapter 12:

~3 months later~
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I was sitting outside of My room... I opened the door, everything was like how I left it. It's been 3 months since that coma I have finally woken up. Arron woke up a bit before me and he is right now going through therapy with some doctor and till he is done I have to wait for my turn. I walked through the halls of the home I once lived in. I picked up a photo of my mom and dad holding each other.
"Mrs. Y/n Lycan?" I heard and I set the photo down and walked into my dad's old office and sat in his chair. "Ok... So Arron told me a bit about what happened.. I truly am sorry, is there anything you want to talk about or clarify? Your uncle told me that you were already aware of your Ultima form and new how to control yourself." As he spoke I looked at the man, there was something about him that I hated. "Excuse me miss?" I was snapped back into reality.
"Sorry.. got lost in thought.. And yes, I can control myself for the most part.. I just get so angry sometimes."
"Sometimes?"
"I throw fits.." I said as I looked at him, 'i don't trust him..'
"Is that so?"
"Yes, now when can I see my son?"
"For now Ruji is with mallisa, they are staying in your house in Phoenix drop."
"Oh.."
" I heard what happened to your family I'm very sorry, if you need anything you can talk to me about it."
"I'm good.. thanks.." I looked at him and he nodded.
"Well I best be going. I am not only a doctor but a psychiatrist so please feel free to vent to me about anything." I nodded as he left I walked outside the room.
"Hey cuz." I said as I saw Arron in the living room.
"Oh, hey how are you?"
"I'm ok.. is it just me or is that guy seem fishy to you."
"The doctor, ehh, I don't know he seems like a good person why you ask?"
"I get this bad aura from him.. I feel like he's hiding something or he is up to something."
"Maybe but with what just... I think it's best we don't think about it." I nodded as he spoke.
"Do you miss her?"
"Of course I do... I just wish I could have done something!" His hands turned into a fist and I gave him a hug as I cried.
"D-do you think h-he hates me?" I asked as he shook his head.
" I don't think so... And aphmau... I wish I could've done something more.."
"We did all we could... I guess..." I said and he nodded as I wiped the tears from my face. "Want to play a video game? Or something... To take our minds off of... You know.."
"Sure." Arron nodded as I walked to the TV and turned it on and found the game controllers for the Xbox and I put in the console gang beasts with two online people, TheBee and ROSSSSSSSSSS. Mainly I gave people hugs and then grew them off a cliff or high platform there was only really a few times that I would actually knock someone out and then throw them off. At the end of the game I had 2 points, Arron also hand 2 points, TheBee got 2 points and little ROSSSSSSSSSS got 1 point. It's sad.. Arron then went outside to get fresh air and I walked to my room. I looked at the mirror and saw something.
"Look at you..." I looked in the mirror and saw myself, her skin was paler, her hair darker but her eyes were red. "Pathetic.. You couldn't even save him... Be their for him. How can you say that you love him when you have never done anything for him?" The mirror version of me laughed evilly.
"We...I..."
"Hahaha! Your weak!!! To bad that you only have one life left! Knowing you, klutz, you'll probably waist it away... Laurence knows this, he thinks that your weak and pathetic."
"No... They said that he was ok... that he was cured..."
"How nice... THEY LIED... Let me prove it to you.." she cuts the mirror in half to show Laurence in his room.
"She will die... I Hate her! She will pay for killing my brother!!! That damn monster!!" The dark version of me then took over  the full mirror.
"You see, he hates you! You didn't save him! Your just a waist of space in his eyes, just like you always were and will be!"
"You-Your lying.."
"If anyone is lying here, sweetheart, it's you... You lied to your friends, you lied to your 'family', and now your just lying to yourself... LIER! LIER!! LIER!!"
"I-I'm sorry... I had no other choice... I didn't want to hurt them..."
"Well in the end you did.." she said and smirk, "and no matter what they will always hate you!"

The mirror then broke, as I woke up on the floor gasping for air, my eyes full of tears. I looked at the mirror that didn't even have a scratch on it.  I started sobbing while I recalled my 'dream', it felt so real. I looked down at my leg and saw a cut. And sticking out of the cut was a small piece of mirror glass I quick pulled the piece  of glass out then ran to the bathroom and washed off my leg and put some antibiotic ointment on it. I then wrapped it in bandages and threw out the piece of glass. I looked out the window and saw a wolf looking at me and  it nodded and walked away. At this point I was in hysterics while thoughts plagued my mind, "What if I actually didn't save him, what if he still hated me, what if when I get back he is scared of me.. What if...?"