Dying to Move - h.g

Chapter 41

Like no read my last chapter? Whyyy? Mm but holy shit WTAF IS GOING ON WITH HAYES AND MADISON? THAT SLUTTY HORNY 15 YEAR OLD BETTER STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HAYES SO LORD HELP ILL SHOVE A MICROPHONE SO FAR UP HER VAGINA SHE WONT BE ABLE TO HAVE KIDS. HOW GOD DAMN UNBREAKABLE ARE YOU REALLY BITCH? im not one of the fans that hate on the guys crushes but I serious hate her and I used to hate kitty but now I love her and I like madi just not Allie but I WILL FUCKING RUN A PLANE INTO MADISON 🔪

Mkay enjoy this chapter😊 its gonna be long and woah

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Dakotas P.O.V

So it's been 1 month since I've become hayes girlfriend! Right after horse back riding we went to sweet frog and he asked me to be his girlfriend so here we are!

My friend Danny also found a girl, her name is Madison. She really pretty but I don't really like her. I saw how shes all over Danny but then go to Carter and Cam and even Hayes sometimes

Weird isn't it?

"Babe come heree" Hayes whined

I ran over to my bed and hoped on his lap

"Yes" I smiled playing with his hair

"We are going to a party tonight, with Danny and Madison at my friends house"

I really didn't want to go bc i was on my period and didn't feel good

"You go have fun I'm gonna stay here"

"Please come" he whined

"Nope. Now let's go get McDonald's then you go to the party. Okay?"

"Okay."

We booth go up and made Nash drive us to McDonald's

"I'll have a Big Mac with a large fry, a 20 piece nugget, a chicken sandwich, a grilled chicken bacon wrap, a Mac snack wrap, 10 chocolate chip cookies and a large strawberry banana smoothie"

Hayes just looked at me stunned

"Hey! It's that time of the month and this is also my dinner so shut the hell up and order!" I pointed to the menu

My order came out to $38.09 and Hayes payed.

I begged him to let me pay for my food because I ordered a lot but he didn't listen

"Thanks!" I yelled in the car while shoving fries in my mouth

"Hungry?" Nash asked

"Very!" I ate a nugget

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We finished eating at around 2 and I out my dinner I the fridge. Half a Big Mac, 7 nuggets, half the fries, the Mac wrap, and 8 cookies.

"What times the party!" I asked sipping my smoothie

"Starts at 4 since its a bbq" Hayes said

"Bring me food!" I squealed

"Duh" he said sassily

We just cuddled and watched The Sweet Life Of Zack And Cody re ruins until 4

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"Be a good boy" I kissed his nose but he grabbed my waist and kissed my lips

"I'll bring you ribs?" He laughed

"OH MY GOD YES" I yelled very eager for my ribs

He smiled and closed the door

I watched Hannah Montana re ruins and ate my dinner until 8 and decided to shower

I did my usually shower stuff and got out with my twitter blowing up

Even more than usually

I checked twitter and everyone was tagged me this photo

{ @griersgalaxy : wtf happened to #dayes ? @DakotaLevi @HayesGrier and what about #manny ? @DannyLanes @MadisonElleBeer }

4 photos were attracted

I was beyond confused, pissed, and sad

Photo 1 was Hayes and Madison holding hands outside laughing

Photo 2 was Hayes and Madison cuddling on a couch

Photo 3 was Hayes and Madison kissing underwater

and Photo 4 was Hayes pushes Madison up against a wall full on making out

My heart stopped and I couldn't think

The urge to cut was stronger than ever

But I quickly wrote 15 letters to all my friends and family

I neatly wrote there names on the top and placed it on my dresser

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I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet and cried

Then I quickly but with a struggle broke my razor out of the little shaving thingy

In my hand I held my once best friend. The friend that caused so much love and pain

I didn't care anymore. I wanted to die. I wanted my life to be over. All the lies and pain.

I dug the razor into my skin

Freshly new cuts filled my once clean arm and blood covered my everywhere

I didn't care.

I grabbed my phone still holding my blade and ran outside only wearing my huff weed socks, my black sweat pants and my black and green Monster hoodie. My sleeves were rolled up and blood just poured from them

I ran to the only place that I know could end it.

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Now I stand on the edge of Pearl Arch Bridge. One step and I'll be gone and happy. But I wanted my fans to no what was going to happen to me. I quickly tweet a picture of my feet on the edge and looking down water. You saw my arm covered in dry blood I'm the corner.

{ @DakotaLevi : goodbye my lovelies! I love you and will never forgot you. Thank you❤️ and I'm sorry. Always remember I love you. }

I logged out before I could see the tweets and logged into Vine. I was sobbing as I spoke into camera

"Hey loves! I'm about to do something right now. But I love you. Thank you for everything. I'm sorry if I let you down. Forever love you" I blew and kiss and quickly showed them below me, the posted it.

I held on the pole and closed my eyes

Happiness was soon to be.

"DAKOTA PLEASE DONT!" Someone cried behind me

I clenched my teeth. I didn't care who it was

I just

Let go....