FATE // vminkook

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Jimin pulled back from Taehyung's lips, even thought it killed him to do so, and stopped Taehyung from trying to kiss him again.

"Taehyung, why are you don't this?" Jimin asks, loving that Taehyung lips were red and glossy. He really wanted to continue to kiss the precious boy, but he knew something wasn't right.

Taehyung reached his hand and put it through jimin's silky hair, "It makes me feel safe."

Jimin sighed. He knew it wasn't because Taehyung suddenly had feelings. He pulled away, getting off of him until he was sitting beside him.

"Taehyung, you used me."

Taehyung gasped and reached out to Jimin, "No! I swear I didn't mean to! I-I shouldn't have done that. I'm so sorry."

Jimin looked away. He really wanted to be mad. He wanted Taehyung to know that he was hurt that he just used Jimin liking him to his advantage.

"You didn't feel anything?" Jimin asks, his body frozen in anticipation.

Taehyung opened his mouth to say that he didn't, but stopped. There had to be a reason why he craved it so much. His excuse sucked ass.

"I can't say that I didn't."

Jimin turned to face him with wide eyes, "Don't lie to me, Tae."

"I-I'm not. I like to kiss you. I like to be held by you. But, I don't know if it means I like you," he said, his body filled with nerves.

Jimin bit his plump lip, "Taehyung, I hope you know what you're saying."

"Why?"

Jimin sighed, "I don't want to get hurt."

Taehyung crawled over until he was hugging Jimins neck from behind as Jimin sat at the edge of the bed, "I promise I would never hurt you on purpose."

"I know, but you need to figure out exactly what you feel because I'm tired of getting my hopes up," Jimin whispers as he caresses Taehyung's arm around his neck.

Taehyung pecks Jimin's head and rest his forehead there, "I will. I don't want any drama between us."

Jimin nods, "Same. That's why we shouldn't tell Jungkook."

Taehyung pulls back, "But, he's our friend."

Jimin turns to face Taehyung, "Yeah, but what if he tries to stop something from happing between us?" Jimin asks.

"Why would be do that?"

Jimin shrugs. Jimin is scared and maybe a little jealous of Jungkook. Him and Taehyung have a special bond, and Jimin wonders why Jungkook is always so protective over him. It also wasn't like didn't trust Taehyung, but Jungkook was hot. It was obvious to anyone with eyes. What if Taehyung tells Jungkook and they get even closer. Next thing you know Jimin won't even be a thought anymore. Or maybe he's overthinking things, but he couldn't be too careful.

"Just, please don't say anything," Jimin says, looking over Taehyung. He couldn't believe that he was just kissing him and now he had to keep his distance so he could figure out his feelings. This seriously sounds like a stupid plot of a book.

"Chim, don't make this as dramatic as it is. Please be normal with me and when I figure out my feelings, I'll tell you, okay?" Taehyung softly says. Jimin chuckles. It's the like the boy can read his mind.

"Of course," Jimin smiles.

Taehyung smiles back and brings Jimin down on the bed with him, "Good. Now cuddle. I'm cold and tired!"