FATE // vminkook

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Taehyung was consumed in cold. His eyes were shut tight and his whole body went limp in the dark water. He was letting the water take him under, slowly sinking.

Taehyung was only thinking of the problems in his life. The problems he has caused and made. His own problems. Everything just seemed liked it was never going to end. Everything was shit and Taehyung couldn't fix it.

He just wanted to leave. He wanted to just die and be relieved of the pain in his heart that never really went away. He didn't want to be alive.

His chest started to burn as his lungs begged for air. Taehyung started to thrash around, trying to swim back up for air.

He couldn't leave, though. He couldn't do that to Jimin. To Jungkook. To Yoongi. He couldn't do that to the people who he loved the most.

He didn't want to leave them. He couldn't leave them.

He finally broke through the water, gasping for air and coughing up some water he choked down. His chest was heaving as he tried to swim back to shore, tears running down his face as he had a coughing attack.

He finally pulled himself on land and sobbed as he laid on the dirt, dripping wet and freezing. He finally stopped coughing and screamed loudly in absolute anger. At himself. At his rapist. At Yoongi. At everything. But only the trees could hear.

"Why?" Taehyung cried to himself, "why? Why? Why? Why can't I breathe?"

He laid his wet cheek down on the dirt and just cried softly, "Worthless," he whispers through tears, "stupid faggot."

Memories of his father and his bully yelling insults at him entered his mind. The never ending screaming and pain. The hits and kicks, the verbal abuse, the sexual harassment. All of it came crashing down on Taehyung.

He cried harder, his hand gripping the dirt for something to feel. His heart aching.

He just wanted to forget everything.

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It was hours later, the sun went down long ago and three boys were worrying in Jimin's room, trying make a plan to go out a search for the loved boy.

But before the boys could get ready, Jimin's room door slammed opened and Taehyung stood there, wet, dirty, and tears streaming down his face. His eyes were red from crying, his lips trembling as he walked forward.

Jungkook jumped from the bed and went to grab Taehyung, but Taehyung forcefully pushed him away. Jungkook stumbled back, all boys shocked at the action. Taehyung wasn't one for roughing around.

Taehyung just choked out a sob, "I-I can't," he says, holding on to Jimin's desk chair for support.

"Baby, what happen?" Jimin asks, looking over him in concern.

Yoongi was watching Taehyung's jerky movements as he shakes since he was wet. Why on earth was he wet?

Taehyung shakes his head and clenches his eyes shut. He lets out a shaky breath and opens his eyes, not looking up from the ground.

"I tried to kill myself tonight," he whispers, finally looking up with eyes full of tears.

Jungkook went pale and he swallowed down the bile that threatened to come up. He couldn't think of Taehyung being so hurt that he tries to take his own life. He couldn't move, he just stood frozen.

Jimin of course broke down in tears. He felt like he was just smacked across the face. The person he loved tried to commit suicide. He didn't even think about the possibility.

Yoongi stares at Taehyung with wide eyes. He didn't want to believe that Taehyung was that sad. He was that hurt. Yoongi hurt him that bad. Yoongi started to tear up as well. He knows that felling of wanting to die, and he never wanted Taehyung to feel that way, but he failed him.

Taehyung looked down, "But I couldn't get through with it," he whispers, "because I didn't want to hurt you guys."

Taehyung took in a sharp breath and grabbed his drawing notebook on Jimin's desk, throwing it across the room as he screams, papers flying everywhere, and Jimin flinching from the action.

"I just want to die!" He yells, "but I can't even do that right!"

Jungkook looked down at the paper that landed in front of him. It was a drawing of him and Jimin laughing together. Jungkook bent down and picked it up, crying when he thinks about how much Taehyung loves them.

His love for them literally stopped him from killing himself. Jungkook dropped the masterpiece in his hands and ran towards Taehyung who was crying and slamming into him, bringing him to his chest. Taehyung huffed, trying to get out of Jungkook's grip, but he was trapped when Jimin came around and hugged his backside.

"You aren't leaving us," Jungkook cried into Taehyung's ear.

"Ever," Jimin whispers into the other.

Taehyung just breaks down and lets his boyfriends support him.

Yoongi watches and wipes his own tears, "I'm so sorry, kid," he sniffles, hoping Taehyung could hear.

Suddenly he's pulled into the hug by Jungkook who brings him close.

"We aren't going anywhere," Jungkook says to Taehyung as he sniffles into his chest.

Taehyung couldn't speak through his tears. All he could do is nod.

But it was enough.

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Wow, I'm crying and so are you