I feel hated -11

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Mackenzie's POV

I keep hitting my head on the steering wheel. I turn on my car and leave, I don't care if I miss school anymore. It's already mortifying knowing everyone hates you. I feel hated. I text Hayden to get some of my homework.

Kenzie: Hi Hayden, could you get some of my classwork and bring it to my house after school? I'm not feeling too great.

I technically didn't lie, I wasn't feeling great. I honestly felt like S-H-I-T, SHIT. I was surprised out how quickly he had responded.

Hayden: Sorry Kenz, I already ditched with Johnny.

I could barely read the texts on the screen, my vision was so blurry from crying. Well I guess I now know why Johnny left. I'm also happy to hear that Hayden and Johnny are getting along and Johnny isn't ignoring Hayden.

Kenzie: Can you hang out later tonight?

I wanted to see Hayden tonight before I see Johnny tomorrow night for tutoring. Hayden has been on my mind for so long now but so has Johnny. Hayden is definitely more for me because 1. He is single and 2. he hasn't been my best friend for so many years. As I was thinking, I saw my phone light up indicating that Hayden had probably just texted me.

Hayden: I think I'm hanging out with Nadia, Johnny, Lauren and Annie. You should come! But only if you're feeling up to it.

I was so nervous about this. They all hate me but this is my chance to see Hayden and Johnny. At the same time, I can't let anyone know they're bullying me. I don't know why, but it's embarrassing that someone is bullying you. But being the dumb bitch I am, I say yes.

Kenzie: Sure, what time?

Hayden: 3pm, right after school. It's also at Johnny's house.

Kenzie: Sounds great!

Hayden: Bye <3

I just freaked out! He sent a heart!! HE lOVeS ME! Okay not actually, but... I am excited that he did that, he obviously wants to be something more than just friends. I decide to text Johnny just in case he doesn't know that I'm coming.

Kenzie: Hey Juan, Hayden invited me over. It's okay if I come over, right?

Johnny: Oh. I guess

It's so crazy how fast you can get over crying and then start crying again. I clearly don't belong so why do I try?

Johnny's POV

I ditched with Hayden. He's about to vape, I'm not much of the type of person to vape. I've done it a few times with Nadia but have never liked it.

Mackenzie is starting to get too close to Hayden. Hayden is known to be a heart-breaker so I'm going to pull Kenzie aside and tell her later tonight because apparently she's coming. I just don't want her to come. It's not that I don't like her, it's actually quite the opposite. I fall for her each time I see her. I look into her brown eyes and feel something. I've never felt that way with Nadia. I know I have feelings for Mackenzie Frances Ziegler. And it scares me.

Annie's POV

It's now 3 pm and I'm going to Lauren's house and Hayden and Johnny will be there. I will get Hayden all to myself! I really don't wanna be the "bad guy" here but I need Hayden for myself. If you think about it, Mackenzie is the bad guy, right? I mean, she knew I liked Hayden and she decided to like him. Now, I'm going to make a move before they make their relationship "official". I drive with Nadia and Lauren to go to Lauren's house. Hayden and Johnny already ditched in the morning, they didn't even go to first block.

Johnny's POV

"Hey, I invited Kenzie" Hayden says as we were playing video games. After Hayden said that I immediately lost the game, it's like she has full control of my thoughts. She's the only one that I can think of. Look at me, even her god damn name made me lose my focus. She is just so special no words could ever explain it.
"Yes! I win" I hear Hayden scream forcing me to pull my brain out of the thoughts about Mackenzie.
"Why the hell did you invite her?" I ask, getting mad even though I already knew she was coming, I just had to ask him why he would invite her because when Nadia is around Mackenzie, she automatically gets jealous.  I don't blame her, Mackenzie and I have such a great relationship it's almost like everyone expects us to date. Sometimes I wonder why don't we ever date? Oh yeah, it's because she always friend zones me. I've always liked her, and now she has Hayden. Someone who's gonna play with her heart. Use her and break her, why can't Kenzie see that?
"Dude, I wanna date her" Hayden replies to me asking why he invited Kenzie. I almost forgot I even asked a question, I was lost in my thoughts... about Mackenzie god I'm going insane. It's about 3pm which means Nadia and Annie and Choppy (that's my nickname for Lauren) will be here soon. I hear the doorbell ring as I'm thinking but it can't be Nadia and Annie because Lauren is with them and why the hell would you ring the doorbell to enter your own house? That's when I realize it has to be Mackenzie. Fuck, everything comes back to her. Literally I was thinking about a doorbell and then Mackenzie popped into my mind. "I'll go get it." I tell Hayden as he's still playing a video game.
I open it and I feel more nervous than ever. Relax John, she's supposed to be your best friend so stop acting like you're going on your first date or something. I open the door and it's like a goddess has stepped into my house. What makes me even more mesmerized is that she obviously took zero effort to look good. She just threw on comfy clothes and called it good. I could tell when she saw me that he atmosphere got tense. God, why was I such a douche to her earlier? Why am I thinking Hayden is the heartbreaker when obviously I'm doing her the most harm.
"Cmon in, Mack Z" I say, trying to make her smile a little bit and pretending that nothing has ever happened and that we're totally best friends again, like when we were 12. God, I wish it that easy. But I felt a little better when I realized that a little smile put on her face after I spoke. She may have tried to wipe off that smile of hers, but I still saw it. Even though it was only a split second.

Nadia's POV
We arrived at Johnny's house. I was not that excited to see Johnny, I've never actually felt feelings for him. I just tried to make Mackenzie's life more miserable. To be honest, I've always had my eyes on someone that isn't Johnny. It doesn't matter though, I could never be with that person. There's no way, not even in hell. I got out of the car that Lauren had parked in the garage. I slowly opened the door to enter the house. When I opened the door and saw something, my mouth dropped. I saw my boyfriend talking to the one and only Mackenzie fucking Ziegler. Shit is about to go down, I'll do anything to make her life a living hell but of course, Johnny and Hayden won't know a damn thing about it.

I'm actually scared for Mackenzie, Nadia has her CLAWS OUT. Anyways I have a lot planned for next chapter and hopefully it will be up tomorrow or Monday.

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