Bullied- a Jenzie story

That evil bitch. -10

Annie's POV

I shouldn't be mad at Mackenzie, but I am. She took Hayden and she knew I liked him last year! I told Nadia how mad I was at her. Nadia said she would fix it, I'm not too sure what that means. But... Nadia is my best friend so I better trust her, and I do trust her. I quickly realize it's a Monday. It's 6 am, I'm an early bird I guess.

As I'm getting ready, I put on some shorts and a purple shirt with some lace on it. I've always dressed 'cute' I never dress too 'mature' like Nadia nor too 'childish' like this one girl that goes to our school named Jojo.

On the party on Friday night, I kissed a guy named Carson, yes Carson Lueders. I was a little wasted, I admit. He told me Hayden would get jealous but now I regret it, Hayden now has practically a girlfriend. I should've just told him my true feelings instead of trying to make him jealous. God, why does my brain do these stupid tricks on me?

Kenzie's POV

I quickly head off to school, alone. Lauren rides with Johnny, Nadia and Annie. Maddie rides with Jack. I really don't know why she just started to ride with her boyfriend but she did. Hayden and I sadly don't live near each other so it really wouldn't make sense to ride together. We also aren't dating yet. We've been texting non stop though. Johnny hasn't talked to me since Friday. I miss my best friend but Hayden is totally hot and amazing. Johnny is amazing and hot too but he's taken and is only my friend, I have to accept that and it hurts real bad.

I'm in the car listening to 1-800-273-8255 by Logic. I can relate to this song, I shouldn't most likely but I do. School isn't far, so by the time I'm done listening to about two songs, I'm at school. Today, I walk up with my head high. You would think that after I've lost Lauren, I would be sad. To be honest, I just don't wanna think about it. Why dread life when I've already got someone amazing in front of me, which is Hayden. God he is the perfect guy, no wonder Annie likes him- wait.. Will Annie and Nadia hate me? I know Nadia has been ignoring me but would Annie be mad at me? While I was thinking, I accidentally ran into someone.

"Oh I'm so sorry-" as I was apologizing Nadia, Lauren and Annie cut me off.

"Just shut up!" Nadia snapped.

"I didn't mean to." I said in defense

"So you really think you could just go take Hayden because you were mad at Lauren?" Annie asks with tears in her eyes

"I never meant to hurt anyone!" I said with sorrow in my voice

"Well you sure as hell did!" Nadia snapped, comforting Annie while she was about to cry.

"Mackenzie, you've made everyone's life a living hell! Why don't you just disappear?" Nadia snapped as she walked away.

Lauren looked back at me with pure anger in her eyes. I knew I hurt Lauren the most, it just sucks to know that you're best friends life is worse when you're in it. "That evil bitch" I heard Annie whisper as they walked away.

I quickly left in the opposite direction, I knew everyone was staring at me. I heard whispers coming from people and it really just sucked. I was desperately looking for some way to get out of here. I felt tears stinging my eyes, I quickly tried to push them back with all my strength but I could feel them bursting out like a waterfall. I knew I had to get to class so I just kept walking as some people stared. Good thing a lot of people were walking to class though.

Nadia's in my first block. Shit. I quickly realized that and thought of any way to not go there. I knew I wouldn't skip, I care too much about my grades. It's so weird how in less than a week, all of your friends turn against you. It's also crazy how you can get to know someone but it feels like you've been best friends with them for forever.

As I'm still walking, (I know I've been walking for awhile but it's because I took the opposite direction of where Nadia went) I see a familiar face, which is Johnny. He looks up at me, he looks like he is really sad. I walk up to him because we had 5 minutes to get to class.

"Hi, John" I say, trying to cheer someone up because I don't want anyone to feel how I feel right now. Which is self-hatred.

"hi" he replies, but I'm not even sure if it's Johnny. He's never been this sad sounding.

"Johnny" I sigh "What's wrong?" he tries to look somewhere else than my eyes.

"I'll just see you tomorrow when I tutor  you." Johnny says, obviously trying to ignore my question and walks off.

"John!" I half yell as he walks away from me. He turns around and for a split second I thought he would come back to talk to me but he didn't he just looked at me and turned around and walked away.

That's when I lose it. I run, till my legs give out. I run into the girls bathroom where I see Nadia, Annie and Lauren. Nadia's re-applying her makeup while Annie's crying and Lauren's trying to talk to Annie about it.

As soon as I enter, they all give me the look that kills. Obviously Nadia saw the tears in my eyes because she said this

"Oh does baby Mackenzie now realize everyone hates her?" she says in a mocking tone

I wipe away the tears quickly and just look down. I don't want to look her in the eyes.

"I had no intention to hurt anyone." I say desperately, hoping they'll actually believe the truth.

Annie walked up to me and looked at me for a moment. I looked right back at her, I realized she was giving me a raging glare while I was probably giving her the look of hopelessness. And then she slapped me. A mean bitch slap that took out all the breath out of me. I wouldn't ever expect that from Annie. I turn around, and I'm about to run.

"You can't run forever, Mackenzie" Nadia says, taunting me as she is coming toward me. She's cornering me and coming closer and closer.

Lauren is just looking, not saying a word. I can tell she wants to say something but doesn't want Nadia to get mad at her.

"Get out!" Nadia screams in my face as I flinch. I take her words and just keep running and running until I get out of that school. I see Johnny leaving too. He doesn't see me. At least I hope he doesn't.

I don't say a word to anyone. I am beyond mortified, I'm such a loser. I get in my car and slam the door shut and I just star sobbing and keep slamming my head on the wheel as I start to gasp for air because I've been crying so hard.

That's when I realized I don't deserve life.