Bullied- a Jenzie story

Just breathe -50

2 weeks later

Kenzie's pov

I'm back at school. Yes, you read that right, I'm back at school. I can't even explain how nervous I am for today. I haven't seen like anyone within a few months except for my sister, Johnny, my mom and uH Ashton but I haven't seen him since the party..

I technically haven't gone back to school yet but today will be my first day back. I wake up with sweaty palms. I don't even think I can see nadia or brynn. The last time Brynn saw me was when she found me... I can't even think about how bad nadia will be when I get to school. My mom is the one who didn't want me going back to school but Maddie insisted that I should to try to get back into a "normal" life. No one has texted to check up on me from school. It's like I'm invisible, to be honest might be a better thing then being noticed.

I honestly don't know what's happening at school with drama and ish. Johnny still goes to school but I've asked him to not tell me anything that's going on because it's not good for my mental health. I can't be thinking about what other people are saying about me.

I decide to get out of bed. I go to my closet and pick out a sweatshirt that Johnny gave me, well technically I stole it from him but he told me he likes it when I take his clothes cuz it makes me look "aDoRaBlE".

I hear a knock on my door as I'm taking off my nightshirt to change into johnnys sweater. "Don't come in!" I yelled, I didn't want anyone to have to witness my ugly bare stomach.
"Nothing I haven't seen before" I hear a Johnnys voice. This bitch decides to come right on in.

"Johnny I'm fucking changing, you perv!" I yell at him, He laughs as he sees me trying to put on the sweatshirt but my head got stuck in the hood... sAd BoI hoUrS😔✋🏼.

"But Kenzie, you're fucking gorgeous" he smiles as he comes up from behind me and wraps his hands around my waist. I hum in content, everything feels just right when I'm with him.

I stand there with his arms wrapped around me for only a few seconds cuz I still need to get ready. Johnny isn't very happy that I got out of his arms so quickly "kenzieeee" he whines like a child. I giggle at how he's acting. "John I need to get ready" I speak as I walk out of my room to go to the bathroom to get my hair in a bun. Johnny follows me to the bathroom. I grab my brush and start to put my hair in a bun. Johnny comes from behind me once again and puts his arms around my waist and puts his head on my shoulder. Tsk tsk.

"Johnny, you're in the way of me getting my hair up!" I complain.

"I don't care" he mumbles into my neck as he kisses it.

"Johnny it's the Fucking morning, stop being a horny bitch" I say teasingly.

"You're too cute Kenz, I cant help myself I just wanna kiss you" his words make me blush very hard. (Wtf am I writing lmao)

"Shut up, I'm ugly" I say putting the ponytail in my hair.

"You're hella cute" he says, turning me around so I face him and he kisses me on the cheek. I automatically smile and blush even hArDeR than before at his comments.

"John, I'm so nervous." I admit to him, looking up into his eyes.

"I know baby, and I wish I could be by your side all day but I can't" he sighs. "But at least we have lunch together and a few classes, right?" He tries to look on the bright side of things and I just nod even though it doesn't make me feel much better.

Johnny pulls out his phone and looks at the time. "It's time to go Kenz" he says and I cuss under my breath. "But Johnnyyyyy" I whine, holding the y out in his name from whining like a little bitch. "I need to get makeup on"

"Kenz, you're fucking gorgeous, trust me. Let's just go" he says taking my hand and dragging me out of the bathroom. As we head downstairs, I see Maddie and she looks up at me and practically runs to me and gives me a hug. "My baby sister is gonna be back at school with meeee" she says excitedly. I wish I could be as excited but honestly, I'm on the edge of a panic attack. But I try to hold it in.

"Maddie, it's not that exciting" I speak out, all of a sudden I feel like crying. I feel like absolute shit again. I'm so nervous for everything.

"My baby sister is gonna be at school, you're so strong Kenz, you make me such a proud older sister" she says as she squeezes me tighter into the hug.

"Maddie, you're gonna make me cry, stop" I say as tears roll down my cheek. I'm overwhelmed, so overwhelmed.

"Crap, I hate crying" I say as I laugh. People are gonna notice that I've been crying, fuck.

"C'mon kenz, we better go" johnny says from behind me and maddie lets go of our hug. "Bye Kenz, I love you" she says as she kisses my cheek. 

"Maddie, why don't you come with us?" I ask her. 

"Uh cuz i ain't going to first block, it's pointless" she sighs. "anyways, have a good day and tell me all about it once we get home." she speaks and i nod in agreement. 

"oh and mom left you a note on the counter." Maddie says. "but i would read it after school since you probably don't wanna cry again." I laugh at her comment. 

"Okay John, let's go" I speak as I interlock his hand with mine. I put on some nike shoes and we go out the front door of my house since we're taking Johnny's car. 

I get in the passenger seat of his car and get buckled up. I close my eyes and sigh as I get prepared on how I'll act around everyone. 

"Hey kenz..." Johnny speaks in an angelic voice 

"huh?" I ask, turning my head and looking at him while he drives.

"You're so fucking special and brave and i love you so much" he says as takes my hand once again so now he only has one hand on the steering wheel. 

"Thank you John" I speak before I close my eyes again, my stomach churns out of nervousness and I just pray it'll go away. Johnny can obviously see that I'm panicking. 

"Breathe kenz, just breathe" he says as he squeezes my hand. 

uh so only a few more chapters and then this book is over. I will prolly make a new book and it won't be "he left us" cuz tbh it's a shitty idea. but, i will try to come out with a new book right after this and hopefully i'll have more motivation then i do right now.

Vote & Comment please, it gives me motivation :))))) also i like talking to you in the comments.

This chapter is also unedited sO sorry bout it :(((