Bullied- a Jenzie story

Here you go, Love -49

*2 WEEKS LATER*

Kenzie's pov

I wake up with a pounding headache. It hurts so fucking bad. I open my eyes and immediately regret it. The light is so bright. My head hurts so, so bad. I try to go back to sleep but the pounding in my head hurts so bad that it's no use in trying. I want to scream for My sister or mom but I feel too weak. I probably have a migraine. great.

I keep closing my eyes and as I'm just lying down in bed, I hear my bedroom door knock. Thank god.

"hello" I know the voice. It's my Love's voice, Johnny.

"Johnny" I sigh, barely opening my eyes as I motion for him to come in bed with me.

"Kenzie" he obviously knows something is wrong. He comes into my bed and puts the covers over himself. He wraps his arms around me as I cuddle myself into him. I'm desperate for him right now. I need him.

"I ha-have such a bad headache" I speak out, trying not to cry. The world is pounding.

"aw kenz, do you want me to get you some ibuprofen?" He asks and I nod my head.

"Okay, I'll be right back Kenz"

he gets up and leaves. I know he will come right back but I don't want him to leave, even if it is just for 2 minutes. I want Maddie too. I miss her so, so much. We've separated so much. I miss my sister. I miss being able to talk to her about anything. I miss Lauren, I miss when we could always rely on each other. I miss Brynn even, I miss her sticking up for me and not giving a fuck about what other people said about us. Even though she said it was all fake, I still miss her like hell.

Johnny comes back with a cup of water and ibuprofen in his hand. He shuts the door behind him as he enters my room.

"Here you go, love" he says as he hands me the water and PiLLs. I have to sit up from my bed a little bit and immediately my head starts to spin. Even from getting up just a little bit, my head feels like it's about to explode.

I take the pills and put them in my mouth and then take the glass and put it up to my lips as I swallow the clear liquid (istg if y'all make some nAsTy AsS jOkEs-) i set the glass on the nightstand next to my bed and I lay back down on my bed as Johnny comes up next to me and gets under the covers. He starts to cuddle me and I immediately fill with butterflies. Something about Johnny makes me feel so loved and so appreciated.

I close my eyes and start to think. Johnny wraps his arms around my waist as he snuggles his face into the crook of my neck and plants a quick kiss on my neck. I feel warm and fuzzy all of a sudden.

I think about Ashton for some reason. Why was I so stupid to think that Ashton could make me feel the way Johnny does? Why was I stupid enough to believe that Ashton could give me more than Johnny ever could? These things I wonder.. I don't have an answer but all I know is that it was a mistake. Johnny is the only person who can make me feel this way and I'm so grateful for him.

sPeAkInG of ashtray, I mean Ashton, I haven't talked to him since the party. He hasn't texted me once. I've seen on his instagram that all he's been doing is smoking weed and getting drunk. And to be honest, he can do whatever the fuck he wants. I just won't be a part of it.

As I'm closing my eyes, Johnny whispers. "Hey Kenzie?" He asks in a questioning tone.

"Yes?" I speak, still not opening my eyes or turning over to look at him.

"I love you so much." He says out of the blue and it makes me feel so fucking happy.

"I love you too Johnny" I still have such a bad fucking headache but somehow, Johnny always knows how to make me feel a little less shitty.

Hey bitches, I haven't posted in a while so hErE yOu Go. I might try to start updating weekly cuz like y'all deserve it. Thank you so much for continuing to read and support my book. Ily so much💞💞