Bullied- a Jenzie story

Why? Just why? -31

Mackenzie's POV

I sob at the lunch table. No one notices, no one ever notices me. I need to leave, I need to leave this stupid town where nobody wants me. Not even Johnny. My head is down, trying not to let people see the tears running down my face. I feel a tap on my shoulder, I look up to see Johnny, he looks happy until he sees my face then his face goes from happy to worried.

"God Mackenzie, was it Nadia again?" he questions immediately sitting down by me.

"N-no" I manage to croak out. "I just found out who took the picture" I rub the tears from off my face. 

"who? Who took the picture?" 

"Brynn took it Johnny. One of my best friends took the picture, she didn't even care about me an-and she just used me" I sob. "God I'm being such a wimp, I'm sorry" I wipe the tears off my face once again.

"Why would she do that?" his face full of concern.

"Sh-She likes you John. She used me to get closer to you" his face started to get red, he was angry. 

"Kenz, I'm sorry that happened."

"Now she's just going to take you away from me. I know it, you know it, she knows it. I don't deserve you, she's way prettier than me, she's smarter than me, more successful than me, everything is better when she does it"

"Hey, that's not true. I Love you, that's a fact"

Out of the corner of my eye, I see Brynn walking toward us. Johnny doesn't see her until he looks at where my eyes are directed towards. He immediately stands up, somethings about to happen.

"Johnny" Brynn says in a seductive voice as she walks really close to him, they are hands length away from each other.

"What?" he says in an annoyed voice, crossing his arms.

"I have to give you something" after that she puts her hands on his face and kisses him, right in front of my eyes. What hurt me the most is, Johnny didn't push her off. He waited 2 seconds and then Brynn pulled away. He likes her.

"Why the fuck would you do that Brynn?" he shouts. before he can say anything else I come in the middle of them and am facing towards Brynn. I slap her across her face. Everyone in the lunch room is saying ooh's and ahh's. I then turn towards Johnny and speak "Why? Just why?" I manage to spit out. "Mackenzie wait-" I storm out of the lunch room and run to the girls bathroom. Johnny is following me but he's not allowed in the girls bathroom so I beat him to it. "Wait-" he yells out, I ignore it.

I run in and go to a stall and lock it behind me. I lose control, I start sobbing. You deserved it. That little voice in my head speaks. Johnny never loved you. "Stop" I sob out. "Please stop, I've heard it all before." I remember that I still have some scissors in my backpack. I desperately grab it and rummage through it. Praying I'll find it. 

I find the scissors and cry out again, I'm not really sure why. I think it might just be because of how I know that there is something really, really wrong with me. I put the scissors to my wrist but hesitate and think.

Should I really do it?

Drama, this book really sucks but I still enjoy writing it. Sorry for such a short chapter, I just wanted to end it on a cliffhanger heheheheheheheheheheheeh. Open mic went well, I might post a video of it in a next chapter.

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