𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲

Senja

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Setelah melihat riana sudah masuk kedalam kamar mandi, bella menuju balkon kamarnya dan membawa gitarnya.
Bella mulai memetik senar gitar hingga menjadi sebuah nada, dan bella mulai bernyanyi.

🎤🎶 Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Bella mulai bernyanyi dengan suara merdunya, manis itu yg didengar oleh seseorang dibelakangnya, ya itu adalah leon. Tiba-tiba leon terhanyut dengar lagu yg dibawakan oleh bella, dia ikut nyanyi dan duduk disebelah bella.

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

Bella menengok, tentunya di kaget setelah melihat leon berada disebelahnya, entah kenapa bibir bella tertarik sehingga menjadi sebuah senyuman manis dibibirnya. Merasa leon sebentar lagi selesai bella melanjutkan lirik setelah leon nyanyikan.

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

Setelah bella menyanyikan bagian tersebut leon ikut bernyanyi dan menampilkan senyumannya yg manis itu, sedangkan dibelakang mereka ada Riana, riana sangat bahagia melihat dua orang yg sedang bernyanyi bersama, rasanya adem lihat bella tersenyum sangat manis.

I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her