Room #12 [hiatus]

Chapter 27:Cant Get Fucked , Get Fucked Up

I pulled up to Shawn's front porch and rushed to knock on the door.

" Heyy Elle ? What's wrong you look -"

Without making him finish his sentence I quickly kissed Shawn. Without breaking away we continued kissing until we were in his couch.

" Wait - Elle - what's wrong" he said in between kisses.

" Nothing , stop talking ," I said continuing the kiss.

I climbed on top of Shawn and stared to unbutton his pants.

" Whoa - Elle ! Hey let's talk about this isn't this kind of fast."

And all of a sudden I started crying. I didn't know what to do anymore. I know I have feelings for Shawn but I now I'm also 100% sure that I have feelings for Jace too.

Shawn started to snuggle me and we just Laid there in the couch.

" I don't know what's going on but whatever it is we can get through it. Together."

And in the moment the sobs got louder and more tears started to flow.

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It was now a Friday and I was over Emily's house playing Mario cart with Dylan in the living room. After that night I had been trying my best to avoid Shawn and stop talking to Jace. I told Mia and Mariana what happened but I've just felt empty the whole time.

" Hey Elle you stopped driving. You okay ?" Dylan asked snapping me out of my thoughts.

" Yeah , sorry was just thinking." I said putting down the controller.

Emily , Dylan and I simultaneously got a message on our phones. We all picked it up and looked at it.

PARTY AT JACKSON'S HOUSE !!! Five dollars to enter and females are free until midnight ( but if you show your boobs your free to enter anytime) Be there Bitches !

" Come on guys we should go !" Dylan said in excitement.

" I'm down how about you Elle?" Em asked me.

" Uhh guys I'm not in the mood ... I'll just stay in tonight". I said snuggling into the couch.

" No," Emily said hitting me on my head.

" What the hell Em?" I said rubbing my head.

" We are going to that party and you are going to have fun! Now let's get dressed." She said pulling Dylan to her room.

" Wait where are you going with Dylan ?" I said.

" We are going to have mind blowing sex in the shower so loud you can hear and then get ready. Just in case he decides to cheat tonight he knows what he's missing!" She yelled from the top of the stairs.

I looked at my phone and saw that someone had sent me something on my meme page.

If you can't get fucked well get fucked up.

" ah fuck guess I'm going to a party tonight".

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