My Idol | p.j.m

Part 16

Without knowing i moved even closer to her and looked at her lips. I breathed heavily trying to control myself as i knew i shouldn't do it.

Yet why couldn't i stay away. Yoona tightened her grip on my shoulder and she pulled her face closer to mine as well.

I was surprised at her action and it took my breath away. Our faces were so close to each other, only inches apart and i could feel her hot breath on my face. I couldn't focus anymore. I gently stroked her hair and loved every minute of it.

Her cheeks turned crimson red and i couldn't help but stroke her cheeks as well. She leaned into my arms when i cupped her face while stroking her hair with my other arm.

I wish i could kiss her. But i know it would be wrong to do it yet as i have been lying to her.

She doesn't know who i am. She thinks i'm some one else and i cannot take another step while keeping her in the dark. I wish i could tell her everything and make her mine. But my management wasn't allowing me to do so.

It was the most difficult thing for me to not kiss her right now. I was so trapped in the way she was holding onto me.

A warm feeling of satisfaction built in my stomach when i realized that she wants this as much as i wanted it.

My heart swelled up when i realized she likes me. She was right there in my arms waiting for me to kiss her.

From the way she was holding onto me i knew she wanted me as much as i did. She looked so beautiful in my arms.

That was when i realized that i would do anything to make her mine. I didnt just like her. I loved her. Screw the management. Screw the media and everything. I wanted her and i couldn't hold back anymore.

So i did the thing which i should have done in the first place. I crashed my lips into her and closed the distance between us.

I pulled her even closer to me and the moment my lips met her, her body went stiff for a second.

She must have been surprised. I kissed her gently and waited for her to kiss me back. my heart beat even faster when she softly started to kiss me back and she let her hands get tangled in my hair. I groaned into the kiss when she pulled my hair.

Why does it feels so right when it's wrong?

I grabbed her waist and i held her closer to me as if i would lose her any minute. My other hand was still holding on to her cheeks. I kissed her passionately while putting all of my feelings into the kiss. The kiss was very gentle and soft.

I didnt wanna push it further because i wanted to make it memorable to her. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss and i could feel yoona smiling into the kiss as well. My heart melted at that. Slowly we pulled apart to breath some air.

Our foreheads touched each others and we were breathing heavily. My heart was beating so loud that i was afraid yoona could hear it. We were still holding onto each other.

She smiled so lovingly at me and she stroked my face so gently. I wish she could see me right now. I wish i could see her eyes right now. I smiled at her and closed my eyes while getting lost in her touch.

"Jimin" She whispered my name so softly that I almost didn't hear it.