My Idol | p.j.m

Part 19

JIMIN POV

As soon as we reached our ward yoona has fallen asleep. She must have been tired since she was crying earlier.

I sat beside yoona bed as i couldn't help but look at her beautiful face. She looks so calm and beautiful while sleeping.

I know i lied to her by hiding my identity. I must tell her everything before it's too late. Before telling yoona about everything i must talk to my band mates and my agency about it. I know i can't go against protocols.

I can't help but feel anxious when i think about what yoona will think when she will find out my identity.

She must be dissapointed in me for hiding my true identity from her. Will she forgive me? Will she able to trust me again? What if she leaves me?

I signed as i picked up my phone to talk to my band members about it. I called taehyung as he is my best friends and i told me everything. I knew taehyung will always support me.

Tae: " You should tell her everything. It's not right to hide everything from her"

Jimin: "I know. I'm just scared. What if she never trusts me again?"

Tae: "If she loves you than she will understand why you had to lie Jimin. Don't worry everything's gonna be alright"

Jimin: "I hope so. I just don't wanna lose her"

Tae: "You really like her don't you?"

Jimin: "Yes i like her and I love her alot"

Tae: "I'm so happy for you man."

After talking to taehyung for a while i decided to tell everyone else about it. I went into out group chat & told everyone about it.

For a while i thought Namjoon hyung will get mad at me for dating as we are not allowed to date. But Namjoon hyung and everyone was very supportive.

I'm so glade & relieved that they understand me and that they supported me in this. But i still need to talk to my agency about this.

I promised myself to tell Yoona everything as soon as i talk to my agency about this matter. I don't wanna keep on lying to her.

I gave a small kiss on yoona forehead and whispered a goodnight before walking over to my bed. The whole night i stayed awake in my bed as i couldn't help but feel guilty for lying to yoona.

I have never thought that i would get this close to her within few days.

I have never thought that i would fall in love with her. I don't know what she did but she has become a very important part of my life. I don't know how long i stayed awake thinking about how to tell her everything.