dear friend 💚🍄,
how are you? i'm a mess
so i know it's weird for me to write these letters twice in one day , i mean i've been writing them sense i was 14 or so and now i'm 17 and there are 20 letters now , leh anyway i'm genuinely terrified of sleeping and so many other things , it all just keeps me up at night and i'm exhausted all the time as a consequence, what's keeping me up tonight however , is your safety ,
i'm terrified your "husband " will kill you just like he did your therapy dog , just because one night you wanted to stay here with us instead of go home to him, leh i'm just scared that he'll freak out again and hurt you instead, he's done it before , just leh, what if he takes it too far and i don't get to say goodbye , you mean so much to me yet you've done so little to me and i would do anything for you, it's weird ,i'm just terrified, your 14 years older than me and i'm terrified for your safety , i should be concerned for the both of us, i'm living with a alcoholic and a anger prone father while you have a abusive husband who somewhat feeds into your drug addiction, gog and who would ever think we were sisters ,...
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