dear friend 💚🍄
how are you ? i'm a mess,
so i'm a senior in highschool and for the past 6 years i've been suicidal and in the mindset that i don't want to live past 18 and i'm going to be 18 in less than 6 months , you see the problem here ? any time someone has mentioned the end of the semester or just graduating i get super panicked and terrified and end up crying for 2 hours yeah that's a thing that's happening my senior year , god i'm terrified and no matter how hard i try i can't get out of the mindset of suicide, just everything , everything everything everything hurts and i don't know what i'm going to do
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