Flashback .. Fast Forward

Cuddle With A Girlfriend .. Silently Cry Myself To Sleep

fast forward .. i'm fifteen and still alive

doctors took me off of all medication

i'm finally showing signs of strength

opposite sex has taken me by storm

i've eleven girlfriends .. more are waiting to date

melissa .. dolly .. kathey .. shelia .. cindy

dates for the week .. i'm really very busy

growing up into the bastard mom taught me to be

yet i'm kind .. gentlemanly

no matter the situation

melissa, so beautiful .. birthmark on her cheek

dolly came by often to visit late at night

kathey was my skating partner .. jitterbug

shelia .. so womanly before her time

cindy kissed like no one's business

phyllis .. alline .. rhonda .. carol .. terrie .. mary

phyllis was in the shower with a guy when I called

alline from texas .. proper and all

terrie .. cowgirl through and through

carol .. sexy italian with all the curves

rhonda .. hotter than a firecracker

mary .. nymphomaniac college girl

i'll never know how I managed

hardly any time .. still raising my siblings

most of my dates would simply come by

stay and party late .. late into the night

mornings arrived .. I was back to making lunches

ironing clothes .. waking my brothers and sister

dressing .. sending them off to school

then get myself ready .. I had school too

life was hard yet we were altogether

no parents at home .. Jimmy Don became a junkie

Ricky and Ronny hogged all of the groceries

i'd to get a belt .. threaten them every day

so they'd leave some food for Tommy and Kathy

many a night there was nothing left to eat

I began taking drugs so I wouldn't feel hunger pains

cuddle with a girlfriend .. silently cry myself to sleep

Copyright @ July 2014

StandingBear