We all have those families where we go out on Christmas, eat together on Thanksgiving, or you have your Sunday dinners.
We had all 3. Those were the best years of my life. I had my family and it was perfect.
At least it was. As I got older, my family stopped being close. No more Sunday dinners, barley Christmas together, then Thanksgiving is just doesn't feel right anymore. Especially when more then 95% of your family isn't even there!
I didn't say anything. I let it go. I hid my feelings.
I hid my feelings.
I hid my feelings.
I hid my feelings.
Now I don't know what I feel is right anymore. Family doesn't feel right. I have siblings. I have a mom, a dad, and a pet. I don't feel what family is anymore. The more emotions I get. The harder it is to hide from everyone. But I'm done hiding. I'm not going to hide from anyone anymore. Wait, that was a lie. I may act all big and bad, but I'm never going to live up to my words. All I know how I'm feeling right now is that Family is Bullshit.
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Messed Up Shit
Teen FictionDrama. Family Drama. Friend Drama. Boy Drama. Issues. Family Issues. Mental Issues. Life is a problem in general. But maybe someone will change it for me or will drive me over to the edge of wanting to end it all.
