45. Virgil (S)

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I am an ass, I am literally an ass

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I am an ass, I am literally an ass. I am super sorry LittleLockwood. I hope you enjoy this. Even though it is like six months late. Again, I'm sorry.

Better off dead- Sleeping With Sirens

She said she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room
She cries
The way she feels inside is too much for her
When all you got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
Or even exist at all
How come no one heard her when she said

Bright clothes and the same annoyingly chirpy tone as usual. Virgil groaned as he saw her. Vibrant, yippy Skippy, and with Roman. Is it obvious enough that he doesn't like her? At all. Too happy, like happier than Patton happy. A facade if you ask him.

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

"Hey Virgil." She giggled, Virgil groaned and shuffled out of the room."Ignore Mr.Fussy Pants, movie?" Roman laughed. "Heck yeah," she smiled.

She doesn't know she's beautiful
Because no one's ever told her so
And the demons that she has, are all she knows
And maybe she can fall in love with someone in her life that she could trust
And tell her she's enough (Have someone tell her she's enough?)
How come no one heard her when she said

Roman had passed out on her lap in the middle of the movie, per usual. She looks at him with a half smile, but it quickly fades. It was quiet now, and though Roman lie in her lap, she was alone.

Rebel thoughts plagued her brain as she sat still in the dark room, lit only by the static now crackling on the television screen. One rebel must've found the damn, in a matter of seconds tears cascade like waterfalls down both of her flushed cheeks, leaving only pale streaks and more tears to follow behind them.

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You gonna miss me when I'm gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Virgil had just come down for a quick snack, by that I mean 3 slices of pizza at 3 in the morning. However, he was surprised to see Roman's sunspot crying in the empty living room.

His red guy yelled keep walking but the angel guy said stop. So he stopped. "What's wrong with you?" He questioned.

When all you got is these four walls
It's not hard to feel so small
When all you got is these four walls
It's not hard to feel so small
All she wanted was to be enough
All she wanted was to be enough
So what does it take?
Maybe it's not too late
Yeah no one heard her when she said

She didn't care anymore, she spilled her whole story to someone who couldn't care less. "I don't fit in here." She cried.

Virgil sighed and leaned down so his eyes leveled with hers. "You don't belong here like this. I know what it's like to put up an act in fear of not fitting in. Be yourself, you'll be excepted. They don't judge people for being different. You'll be okay." She cried a little harder.

He leaned in and awkwardly hugged her. Roman's head is still kinda on her lap. "Virgil?" She questioned softly, "why do you hate me?" Virgil sighed and carefully wiped a stray tear from her fragile cheek. "I don't hate you, I hate the person you were pretending to be."

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

~777~

I hope you liked it. I got stuck and my friend helped me.

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