I was the one who had it all
I was the master of my fate
I never needed anybody in my life
I learned the truth too late
I'll never shake away the pain
I close my eyes but she's still there
I let her steal into my melancholy heart
It's more than I can bear
Indigo was never one for growing feelings for others. But she couldn't help it. The more she was around the (h/c) haired female, the more she fell.
Now I know she'll never leave me
Even as she runs away
She will still torment me
Calm me, hurt me
Move me, come what may
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I'll fool myself, she'll walk right in
And be with me for evermore
To avoid indulging in these feelings, she turned to acts of, for lack of a better word, bullying. She constantly picked on, poked at, and insulted Y/n. In the end, Y/n couldn't take it, and she left.
I rage against the trials of love
I curse the fading of the light
Though she's already flown so far beyond my reach
She's never out of sight
Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months. The guilt of driving away the only person she'd ever had feelings for, hit her. But it was too late. Y/n was gone, out of reach. But never out of mind.
Now I know she'll never leave me
Even as she fades from view
She will still inspire me
Be a part of everything I do
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I'll fool myself, she'll walk right in
And as the long, long nights begin
I'll think of all that might have been
Waiting here for evermore
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This is shit I apologize.
Anyway, I'm gonna try to update more.
She said, completely doubting herself.
