𝒸𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒹𝓇𝑜𝓅𝓈

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nervousness.

that was my main feeling at the moment.
i was nervous was to if he was gonna be okay. stuffing the cough drop in lucas' mouth wasn't such a heroic thing to the doctors and nurses in the room at the moment. they must have thought i drugged him as they screamed at me and checked on lucas which was still just sucking on the cherry cough drop i had gave him. his coughs did stop though.

this made the doctors and nurses very confused as they finally concluded  that he was absolutely fine. his deadly cold had been cured.

relief.

relief was what i now felt. i felt it in every single inch of my body as lucas looked up and me and smiled proudly mouthing "thank you love".

one of the doctors even snatched my bag of cough drops and observed it carefully. it was just a plastic bag with wrapped up drops in it and the words "for emergencies" on the front written in black a sharpie.

the wrappers of the cough drops were plain. just white material enveloping the cherry flavored gumdrops.

"which brand are these?"
one of the nurses asked snatching the bag away from the doctor making him glare at her.

"they don't have a brand. uh. i made them myself."
i said looking down at the floor shrugging awkwardly.

"you saved this man with your miraculous product! miss you'll be rich!!"
one of the more noisy nurses exclaimed excitedly.

"ha eun please we are trying to stay profesional!"
doctor hong joo said snatching away the bag away from her.

she then whispered to me..

"but you sure can make a lot of money with the little product of yours"

their selfishness bothered me so i proceeded to go up to lucas. i held his hand and placed the other on his forehead. his smile grew wider and wider as i gazed deeply into his eyes. once i heard all the doctors and nurses leave, i peppered lucas with tiny kisses all over. i then stopped kissing him which made him frown.

next thing i knew it i was screaming at him with disappointment and frustration remembering what he did to me.

" i was worried to death about you! why did you leave me all alone?! it made me miserable! some days i just stayed in my room and cried thinking about if it was my fault and if i did something! i was surprised when i got the call from the hospital. seeing you hurt and unconscious made me so much more sad! even after what you did to me! you got yourself beat and got drunk! why would you do that to yourself?! i don't understan-"

i got cut off by lucas who had multiple tears running down his face.

"i-i'm so sorry yumi. i know i've hurt you. i was as miserable as you were. i missed you so much you wouldn't believ-"

he said sniffling.

i was the one to cut him off this time.

"then, e-explain to me what happened..!"

i stuttered, choking on my words hoping he had a good damn explanation. my palms started to get sweaty as i waited for him to answer.