doubled

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The night seemed to have gotten twenty times longer due to just this.

All four boys attention was on Macey, which was good, because I had yet to figure out what the fuck was going on.

Currently I made my way to Calum's office, going to his closet.

I pulled out my extra shorts and long sleeve, quickly changing in the closet just in case someone came in.

I slipped on socks, deciding to do without shoes for the rest of the time.

I limped towards the bathroom, doing my business before washing my hands and leaving.

As soon as I walked out, I ran into someone, immediately apologizing.

"Casey" the voice spoke, making my head immediately shoot up.

At the face of the male, I immediately turned to go back into the bathroom, wanting to escape him

But my arm was grabbing and I was almost jerked back towards him.

"Stop running away from me-" "let me go." I mumbled, not looking to him.

"What did you do to your leg-" "none of your fucking business" I raised my voice towards him, making his eyebrows raise it.

"Did Macey hurt herself-" "not bad-" "of course she didn't, it's always been you" he laughed, making me quickly look away.

"I don't have to deal with you anymore" I spoke, pulling my arm out of his grip.

He had me cornered perfectly to where I couldn't get through.

"I fucking asked you what you did to your knee-" "and I gave you a response" I mumbled, and before I knew it, he had my face in his hands, and my head was jerked to look at him.

"You fucking look me in my eyes and speak like a normal fucking human when you're speaking to me, understand?" He spoke through gritted teeth, which made me immediately grow smaller in confidence.

"Please let me go-" "I said, do to understand?" He spat.

"Yes." I spoke back.

"Yes fucking what?"

"Yes sir" I croaked out, prying at his wrist to get it off my face.

"You're a fucking coward" he laughed.

"And that's why Macey will always be better than you."

Just as a tear fell I heard the yelling.

"What he fuck are you doing to her?" Ashton yelled, shoving him away from me.

"Just handling business-" "sir what's your purpose of being here." Ashton spat out, standing in front of me defensively.

"My daughter is in peds, she has bronchitis-" "well you're in central care, I recommend that if you don't get your ass to peds and away from these girls that you will be kicked out, so go."

I watched as he stormed away, defeated.

"What did he say to you-" "nothing I've never heard before" I spoke honestly, making him pull me into a hug.

"I love you Casey" he spoke.

"I love you too Ash"

We went back to Macey's room, where Macey was crying into Ashton.

"Casey's been getting so much attention because she's hurt and I feel so left out" she sobbed loudly, and I literally couldn't help but roll my eyes as I sat.

I bit my tongue as she continually got apologies out of Calum, blaming him for giving me more attention

In my opinion, she was acting like a brat.

And the longer I listened, the more annoyed I got

And as I heard

"Just because she hurt her knee doesn't mean that she should get more love."

I couldn't hold back

And I did something I've never done before

I went against my sister rather than defending her

"Please just shut the fuck up Macey!" I almost yelled.

She immediately looked at me, Calum immediately put his hand up.

"You're acting like you never get attention, you always get it, and just because it's been a little more focused on me the past two weeks doesn't mean shit, you've always been fucking favored-" "oh look at you, acting so fucking innocent" she spat towards me

"Oh, I'm the one acting innocent" I laughed

And I couldn't help but unleash the feelings I've had the past fourteen years and two weeks

"From when we were fucking six you were the princess, I got yelled at and punished for shit that you did!" I yelled.

"And you fucking let it happen, knowing that it was wrong, but dad was giving you everything you wanted, so you didn't fucking care, did you Macey?" I cried out.

"I was fucking twelve, thinking about suicide because no one fucking loved me, and you don't get all of the attention for two weeks and it's the end of the fucking world, isn't it Macey?" I sobbed out.

"Just remember, none of this would've even happened if you hadn't made us go with those boys. For once in our lives, I can't be blamed for something you did-" "Casey!" Calum suddenly yelled, ending my rant.

"I think you need to go home" he spoke, obviously pissed off.

I crossed my arms as Ashton entered

"Please order Casey an Uber, she's going home until she can learn to handle her emotions at the right time-" "you're making me go in a fucking Uber, might as well let me walk-" "Casey, that is enough." He spoke sternly as I wiped my face.

"Order it to my own house then." I spat out, tears still falling.

"Fine." Calum spat out.

Ashton did as said as frustrated tears ran down my cheeks.

"Let's go outside and wait on it." Ashton mumbled quietly, his hand hitting my back.

I didn't speak to either of them before leaving.

As soon as I was outside I broke down crying

I felt so bad

But yet it felt so good to get it out.

Ashton held me supportively

"This has something to do with what your dad told you, doesn't it?" He mumbled into my shoulder

"That's not my fucking father, I don't have a dad."