It was my first day of therapy and i was staying in my cousins house again. I walked inside and looked around sitting down on a chair. I looked at the therapist as she started introducing herself and explaining why she's here almost literally telling me her life story i pretend to listen but really im thinking of what to say to josh. I really dont want to leave him but i also don't want to put him in any danger or drag him into my problems i just want him to be happy. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair my ears lowering as i looked at her. She started to ask me questions and do little activities with me. I didn't answer most of them or i just lied. Therapy wasn't really working on me and i think the therapist was about to give up on me after an hour or two. Finally our time was over and i got up leaving. I sighed and walked back to my cousins house. My dad had taken my phone with him so this was just great. I had to find a job so i can save up for a new one. I texted josh in my cousins phone so he knows i wont be able to text him. Well tomorrow ill talk to him during school about everything that happened. I was pretty upset that Alissa found out because she doesn't really care and sometimes even jokes about it but it isn't funny. I sighed and walked into the house sitting down on the couch. Alissa walked up to me "how was therapy?" she asked. I looked at her my ears lowering "not great..she was annoying and i didn't tell her shit" i said. "why dont you want to tell them about him your just making matters worse retard" i said. I rolled my eyes looking at her "first of all stop telling me what i should or should not do because you know nothing about my personal life and if i tell you your either going to say thats nice or cool or something stupid like that so just shutup " i said wand stormed off into a random room. no one was home so it didnt matter. I sat on the bed and hugged my knees sighing. I started to doze off until i fell asleep curling up tightly my tail tapping on the mattress.
I soon woke up and looked around. I slowly sit up and yawned stretching. I walked out and started making my way to my bag filled with my clothes. I put on some ripped black jeans and my oversize black hoodie. I put my boots on and sighed as i walked out. I decided to go to school alone today since i wasn't in the mood. I soon made it to school and went to where me yari and melissa usually meet up. i sat down in front of them as i hugged my knees. They looked at me with sad expressions. They crawl to me an hugged me. I hugged back and lowered my ears "i don't know what to do..i don't want to put josh in danger or add him to all of this chaos" i said softly "i love him so much and i already feel my heart tearing apart if anything happens to him because of me" i whispered tears rolling down my cheeks. They looked at me "if it's for the best i mean maybe it is the best choice...maybe in the future you guys will finally be able to be with each other " melissa said and smiled. I smile looking at her nodded "yeah your right" i said feeling a bit better. I take a deep breath and looked at them "wish me luck guys.." i whispered. I walked over to where me and josh usually meet up in the last few minutes before class begins. I grip onto my hoodie and wrap my tail around my waist 'here we go' i thought to myself as i saw him walking over to me...
YOU ARE READING
Kittys Broken Heart
Teen FictionA 16 year old boy also a neko called Ryan ins't very lucky when it comes to love. Sure he has many guys trying to hook up with him but the problem is he chooses the wrong ones, also all these heart breaks doesn't help with all the problems at home...