The Healer (LokiXReader)

A sign

Your POV 

Loki's hand laced with mine as we heard another scream. I cupped his face and looked back at a women in all white. Then i turned back to Loki, bringing my left hand to his face and showing him a simply silver band with an emerald and diamond on it. 

" You promised." My voice was shaky and broken. He kissed over the ring and looked into my eyes. Both of our eyes welled with large tears. 

" I'm gonna have to take a rain-check on that honeymoon, darling." He said, increasing his grip on my hand. Another tear slid down my face. He took off his helmet and placed it on my head. 

" Okay, next Saturday at Oahu. On the beach. Don't be late." i said shakily as he kissed my forehead. 

" Of course, my love. You know, you still owe me that baby." He said with a small laugh. I cried harder. I kissed his cheek and choked on my sobs. 

"Go now my king. I'll see you soon. Make sure Thor doesn't do anything stupid. And kill that giant purple grape!" i said as i took a step back to a space shuttle. Loki smiled and walked backwards to a door. 

" Whatever my queen requests. I love you, forever and always." He said opening the door slightly. 

" I love you more, forever and always." I managed before i closed the door to the shuttle. As i flew back to earth i felt a great pain in my heart. i let out a loud scream and sob. 

i woke up with sweat streaming down my face, yet my body felt extremely cold. i glanced over to where Loki should be laying to see the bed empty. The clock on the bedside table read 3:45 and i groaned as i stepped out of the bed. I shivered and grabbed my blanket to wrap close around my body. I slowly walked out of the room, a knife in hands in case of the worst, and walked over to Tony's room. I peaked in to see both Tony and Pepper asleep, which surprised me but also made me smile. I slowly walked to Thor's room, my feet dragging along the floor as sleep still lingered in my mind. i knocked quietly and rubbed my eyes to try and remove the sleep. Thor opened his door and looked me up and down with fear. I yawned and wrapped him in a hug for warmth. He jumped slightly at my action but was quick to hug me back. 

" Is Loki with you?" I asked closing my eyes. His heart beat was a smooth and steady beat, which calmed my headache. 

" No? Is he not with you or Stark?" He asked, his arms now moving to lift me in his arms. i grumbled lightly. 

" No. Let's check down stairs." I said with a tightening grip on my knife. Thor nodded but lifted me up in his arms; i would have argued with him about it, but his warmth kept me from doing so. He walked us down the large stairs to see Loki sitting on the couch. He jumped at our presence and immediately walked over to take me from his brother. 

" Is everything all right with her, brother?" He asked, the concern evident in his voice as he set me down on the couch. I tried to speak but my words muddled together and all i could do was groan in protest. Thor placed a hand on his brothers shoulder and shook his head. 

" She is fine, but a true man would never leave his belle to be alone." Thor mumbled out with a yawn. Loki laughed slightly and patted his brother on the back. 

" I had some work to do by myself. Now why don't you go back to bed." Loki said and Thor left without any objection. Loki sat back down and i cuddled into his lap. In his hands he had a small journal and as i watched his write, i realized it was his personal journal i had given him in the beginning. He seemed stumped for words and began playing with my hair with one hand while he read over what he had written. 

" What are you working on? In that dumb journal. That was probably the lamest psychology technique to use on a god ever." i grumbled to myself as i reached for the book. He held it too high up for me to reach and i groaned. His face was a deep red and he averted his eyes from me. 

" It is nothing, my love. And i actually enjoy the journalling. It helps me collect my thoughts... mainly the ones about you." He had tried to whisper the last part but i heard it. I sat up and reached farther for the book. He still held it out of my reach and i pouted as i slumped down next to him. 

" Bully. all i want is to read about myself!" I said while batting my eyelashes. He laughed lightly and kissed my cheek. i wrapped my arms around his torso and burred my face into his shoulder. 

" You should go back to our bed, dearest." He said while he stroked my hair. I grumbled. 

" No way. Not without my king! Listen, don't worry about me and just finish what you are doing. When you are ready to go back to bed i'll go with you. I'm with you (a/n i immediately wanted to say until the end of the line but that's stucky shit lmao) forever and always, my love." I said laying back down on his lap. 

Loki's POV 

she was now asleep again. She was so different when she slept. When she was awake she was tense and anxious, though she was very good at hiding it. When she slept, a smile always remained on her lips and she showed no signs of fear. The only time she was like that awake was when it was just us alone or when she really smiled, that smile was rare though. I loved her, somewhere along the fall i realized that she was the only person for me. I looked out the window and my heart stung a little, i could feel that something was going to go wrong but i wasn't going to say anything. The sun began seeping and falling onto her beautiful s/c skin, and i picked the journal back up. I looked over the useless words i had written. They were what i wanted to say to her when i proposed in a month. I looked back down at her and sighed, letting sleep take me as well. The wedding would be my chance to get more inspiration. 

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honestly the first part of this chapter made me cry so much while writing it cause all i could think about is how much plot twist is gonna happen later hot damn! Someone should stop me from all this angst lmao. Okay anyways,pls vote comment and share to save me from dying when i wake up at 6 am tomorrow! Yay!