The Healer (LokiXReader)

Oceans child

Your pov

all i could hear was the roar of the water as it lapped angrily against the bridge. I hadn't returned back to the present, i knew that. I was in a bright blue room and i could see orbs of events. If i stepped closer to one orb it took me to the memory, i knew that. If i looked at one person in the real world, i would see their orbs. I knew that. my brain was flooded with magic spells and abilities i had never known i had -- wait no. i knew i had them, in my first life Heimdall taught me how to use them. Loki would take me to places outside of Asgard and let me show them to him. King Odin and Prince Thor had me preform shows sometimes for the children. I had so much magic coursing through my veins that i felt the golden blood. The daughter of the oceans stone, the soul stone. I glanced over to the green. It called me, which made me assume it was Loki. I could hear their voices, muffled by the rush of the ocean. 

" why does she keep moving her head around?" 

" What did you do to my little girl?" 

"Will she be okay, Heimdall?"

Though i knew each voice was different, i couldn't tell you who was speaking. The words came through like foggy memories as i stepped into the green. I was right, it was Loki. His green changed though. Instantly it was a soft forest green but now it morphed with black. His pain struck my heart as if it was all he had ever known. He held back tears, i felt him doing so. He remembered more about me then i remembered of him. one of the images called my name. It looked like in it was Thor and Loki ... but they were on the Avengers tower. I reached forward and grabbed the orb to watch the scene unfold. 

Loki stood, his staff in his hand pointed at his brother. Thor looked exhausted, drained from everything. He lifted up his hammer and then dropped it. 

" Did you mourn?" Loki asked, his voice dripping with a venemous poisen sound. It wasn't Loki, it was someone telling Loki how to be. Loki was gone, cornered away with fear. Thor looked into his brothers eyes and growled. 

" WE ALL DID! And you know just as well as i that she mourned you. Wherever she is she felt the pain, and she MOURNED you! But you don't care anymore do you!" Thor yelled. Loki grew exceptionally mad at this statement and threw a knife into his brothers leg. 

" I lost her because of father! I lost the best thing to ever happen to me and i am forced to forget things about her daily and you DARE say i don't care anymore? EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR HER! She wanted me to be king and i will." Loki hissed before Thor's hammer knocked him down. Thor looked down at his brother sadly. 

Then the image went away. The orb bobbed back to it's original position and another orb came forward, but i couldn't look into it. my heart stung from the last one. I pulled myself out of the green and back into the real world. My adjusted but my ears still heard the roar of the sea. I glanced at Heimdall and he smiled at me. I sighed and stood up to hug him. As we hugged he slid something into my hands and when i pulled away i looked down to see my sunflower necklace. My eyes softened on the necklace i had longed to wear for so long now. I gently placed it around my neck. I turned around and avoided looking at Loki. 

" Where is Pim?" I asked, expecting Heimdall to know the answer to where my shape-shifting adviser was. I heard a snort from behind me and whipped around to be met with the dark brown eyes of Pim. The tall man wore a bright pink faux fur coat and silver jeans. 

" You really think i haven't been following you for the past 22 years? Oh sweety, come on! Someone had to make sure you and your idiot boy met again. Btw i still hate him." He said with his annoying smile plastered on his face. I rushed forward and hugged him. He hugged back with twice the force and i could feel the joy radiating off his skin. I pulled away and glanced back at all my friends, or the Avengers? what do i call them now? I lived two lives... so who is what? I brought my hands to my head from the pain. It ached to think about it. Pim placed a hand on my shoulder.