Truth | e.d

15

(Peyton's P.O.V. )

As soon as my uber had pulled up I bursted out of the front door and into the womans car

"You alright honey?" She politely asked me

The tears took over my face making my makeup cover my entire face

"I'm fine I just really want to leave" she looked at me in her rearview mirror and watched me wipe my tears

"Alright sweety" she gave me a forced smile and drove off

I looked out of the window hoping this night would end faster but apparently it didnt want me to have my way

It was a longer drive than usual because kim lived a little longer away then everyone else

So the woman handed me her aux cord while I started playing music

Since I was upset it was only fair to play G-eazy sad songs the whole way home

My heart was racing and I didnt know what to think about the whole situation

Until my phone went off

Ethan: please let me explain what happened

I rolled my eyes

Me: hell no leave me alone and go stick your fucking tongue down another girls throat

I turned my phone off so I wasn't tempted to even see his name

The night was cold and I was starting to shiver but I was to nervous to ask the lady to turn the air down

"We are 10 minutes away just to let you know" she nicely said

I looked at her and smiled

"Thank you" my voice sounded soft

Soon the car came to a stop and before I hopped out of the car the woman caught my attention

"Sweety dont let some boy ruin your life, if he doesnt want you then he is missing an awesome person" we didnt even talk the whole ride and I knew she was saying it to be nice

And it actually cheered me up a little

"Oh yeah and you dont have to pay me, I just hope you have a better night sweety" she patted my shoulder and I gave her a big smile

"Thank you ma'am" I mummbled

She laughed a little

"Honey you dint have to call me ma'am you can call me Martha and just request me anytime you need me I'll gladly drive you anywhere you need to go"

She made me feel alot better. Her words stuck to me like glue and I felt better

As I made it to my front door I waved goodbye to Martha as she did the same slowly driving away

Once she was gone I made my way inside my quiet empty house

"Nana?" I said in a quiet yet normal tone

No answer

I walked up stairs to her room and she wasn't in there

Confusion took over me but then I started to care less and less

I was still a little tipsy from the party and i looked like a hot mess from crying my heart out over a stupid guy who I should have known it wasn't ment to be

I mean come on hes famous for God's sake and he can get any girl he wants

So obviously he never loved me, he was just using me for sex and his own personal enjoyment until he found someone else

I'm always the toy

The moon was bright and it shined into my room casting a glow around everything

Slowly my eyes were starting to get heavy so I rushed to my bed and layed in a fetal position

My mind was still thinking about what happened and it replayed over and over and over again

I was officiallyoosing my mind over a fuckboy.

(Ethans P.O.V. )

When we got home graysone was yelling at me for being an idiot and not answering peyton

But I couldn't it was hard it was one thing saying it to a camera forgetting tons of people will see me saying I love someone

Standing in front of them was a different story

"Gray trust me I tried to form the words but the wouldn't come out" I covered my hmface with my hands

I was starting to get frustrated with myself

"No ethan now she is done with you, it's your fault in the first place none of this would of happened if you would have never kissed that girl" he started to poke me

My eyes widened

Shit I forgot about the kiss

I looked at him with pleading eyes hoping he would stop yelling at me and listen

But I was wrong

"Ethan grant Dolan I cant believe you, just because your a dick at school and dont show you have any emotion doesnt mean you have to be that way towards her" he started to sound even more upset

"She deserves better if this is how you act" that's when I snapped

"You know what if she deserves better then why dont you date her" the moment those words slipped out of my mouth I instantly regretted it

He smirked at me

"Maybe I will" he grabbed his phone while dialing a number

"Grayson dont do it please man" my voice sounded a little bit calmer

"Fine but dont fuck up again or else I'll actually do it" he quickly ended the call and put his phone back onto the counter

I sat there upset and broken I just list the girl who cared for me and didnt see me as Ethan dolan the youtube star but as a person

A person with feelings one who actually cared for another human being

"I have to fix this" I shot up from my seat and walked over to the couches

"Oh yes and how are you going to do that?" Grayson plopped down beside me

I shrugged my shoulders and looked at him

"To be honest with you, I dont know yet" I rubbed my face and quietly thought of ways to make it up to peyton

I cant do another video because that would be stupid but I could do something romantic for her along the beach she love to go for late night walks along the oceanside

"Gray I got it" I quickly got up and grabbed the car keys

"Oh boy this better be good" he followed behind me

Once we got to the car I started to drive and soon I was going to be able to make it up to peyton

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So I'm thinking of updating 2 a day so that way I can start to get more out for you guys

Or maybe I'll do 2 every other day I'm still trying to figure out exactly what I want to do

But I'll figure it out soon

Love you guys<3