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(Peyton's P.O.V. )

My hand reached for the edge of the curtain and opened it enough to pop my head out

And once I did there grayson was standing with his arms crossed waiting for an answer

So I slowly stepped out not caring that I was completely naked, and I kissed him

As our lips met I felt butterflies going crazy in my stomach, it felt different with him

It was hard to explain but the way ethan made me feel was nothing like the way grayson did

"So I take that as a maybe" he smirked

I smiled while jumping onto his torso kissing him even more

As he held me I began to feel him moving

But I didnt want this feeling to stop so I just let him take me wherever he was going

A few seconds later and my back was met with my bed and the cold air gave me chills

"You sure you're okay to do this" he asked me worried

A small part of me was saying no but a bigger part was telling me yes

"I guess" was all I could tell him

His chest met mine as he leaned onto me kissing me harder and faster

My heart rate began to catch up and quick pieces of my memory came up from the night I was raped

"Wait" i placed my hand on his chest while pushing him off of me

"I-I cant" my hand brushed through my hair as I stood up and walking towards the bathroom

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that" he sounded upset

I turned back to face him

"No it's not your fault it's just my thoughts and how they have a horrible time of reminding me of things" I tried to tell him

He slowly came up to me giving me a small hug

Once he let go he reached down to kiss me again

I didnt want to fight it so I kissed him back and I felt happy but a little upset that this one thing haunts me and it makes me feel like I cant do anything

"Whenever you want to talk I'm here for you okay" he moved a strand of hair from my face

I smiled and nodded and I left him to sit in my room while i took a shower

(Ethans P.O.V. )

Everything was gone.

My brother, my girlfriend, my life

Everything.

I dont understand how this could of happened to me i was loyal to peyton and yet this happens

"Baby i need you" kiara screamed from the bathroom

"How many times do I have to tell you I'm not you baby" I moaned as I slowly made my way to the bathroom

"Oh whatever now we need to discuss where we are living when the baby is born" she was talking into the mirror as she was putting on makeup

"How are you even sure that's my baby anyways" my words shocked her

She turned to face me and I could tell I upset her but I didnt even care I could care less if I hurt her anymore

"How dare you question your own child" she slammed the door in my face

"I want a DNA test" I shouted

After I said that the door quickly opened

"No there is no need for that" she started to look nervous

"Well if it's really my baby then okay I'll be here for it, but if it's not then your getting the hell out of my life" my body leaned up against the door Frame

Her face became a little worried and she began to fidget with her fingers

I knew it wasnt my baby and it was even more obvious when she got all anxious about me wanting a test done

She was never a good liar

"Its your baby ethan and I know it" she bruised past me trying to get to my room

"Okay then you wont have a problem with getting the test done" my arms folded over my chest as I watched her grow more and more worried

"F-fine" she whined

"I'll set up the appointment" a sly smile grew on my face as o reached for my phone to set it up

After a while my phone went off I was hopping that it was the doctors office to confirm our appointment but it was grayson

Gray- we need to talk.

Me- what's wrong? Is peyton okay

Gray- yes shes fine.. but meet me in a few at the coffee shop a few blocks from her house

I didnt say anything back I just put shoes on and left

Thoughts went through my mind wondering what was going on

Wondering if peyton was hurt or she did something, or if grayson just wanted to apologize for running out on me

Along with blaming me for everything gone wrong

But as soon as I got to the coffee house there he was my smile faded once i saw who he was with

Peyton and him say across from each other in a booth holding hands and laughing

I didnt think much of it until he leaned over to kiss her

My body froze it felt like I couldn't move, I wanted to storm off but I couldnt

So I watched them but I mainly watched her.. her smile grew each time he spoke

Her body language spoke loud and clear telling him she wants him

That should be me making her laugh, making her smile, holding her hand

But no kiara just had to come into my life and mess everything up

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