Truth | e.d

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(Peyton's P.O.V. )

As I sat on the floor reading a random book I found in ethans shelf i noticed him starting to move around in the bed

I didnt bother to glance up I just kept reading

"Since when did you read?" He joked

I rolled my eyes while continuing to focus on the book

"Shut up" I said back to him

He let out a loud groan while turning over to face the wall

My smile faded while I closed the book and slowly and quietly made my way out of the room

Half way out of the room I noticed graysons door was creaked open a little

He never leaves his door open when he goes to bed

So me being the nosey person that I am I decided to go and check it out

"That's it" a small moan came from the room

As i stopped in my tracks my body froze, it stopped me from moving

"Shh I dont need my brother hearing us" I could hear graysons tired voice say

My eyes widened as I backed away, I dont understand why but I started to feel upset

I dont know what was going on with gray, he never had random girls over it just wasnt like him

Maybe i did this to him what if he actually had feelings for me and i just pushed them aside because I'm just selfish

"You okay?" I quickly turned to face ethan

"Uh.. yea I'm fine" I lied while avoiding to look into his eyes

A forced smile came on my face as i brushed past him to go back into his room

"Where are you going?"  Ethan quickly grabbed my arm stopping me from gathering my things

"I just need to go home for a bit to see nana to let her know I'm fine" I sort of lied

I mean I did want to see my nana to let her know I was okay but I just wanted to get away from grayson ans whatever he was doing

"O-ok" I saw how ethans face dropped

I gave him a small peck on his cheek before leaving

As I started to make my way outside I kept thinking about gray, I loved him like a brother and yet he loved me as something else

Don't get me wrong, I should be lucky that he has feelings for me because I was once a nobody, I sat in my room on my laptop every Tuesday waiting for the Dolan twins to post a new video holding that just one day they would notice me

And once they did I never thought anything would happen between any of us

But my heart goes to Ethan and it will every time.. I want him but guilt takes over sometimes making me feel like maybe Ethan does want me like that and maybe Grayson does

(Ethans P.O.V.)

"Dude another girl are you serious" I yelled from my room

Grayson let out a loud obnoxious laugh

"Chill out e, I'm an adult I can so whatever I want" he shoved last me to get to the fridge

I huffed as o made my way to the island and sat down just looking at him with a disappointing face

"Do you like her?" I softly asked him worried about the answer

He closed the fridge while looking at me with a confused look

"Who that girl? Nah she was just a one night thing" he mocked

"No dumbass, Peyton do you like peyton" my voice started to raise

His smile faded and he started to break eye contact with me

"Yes, well I mean I did.. I started to at the hospital when you guys weren't together, but I'm over her now besides I like seeing you happy it makes me happy and also seeing her smile with you... she really loved you man" he patted my back while walking over to the stairs

"Don't fuck it up this time e okay" he shouted

I turned around and saw him bolt up the stairs before I could even answer him

His words kept repeating in my head but at the same time I wasn't worried anymore, I'm just glad to have her and to hear gray way that she loves me gave me all the reassurance that I needed

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Small update I know and I'm sorry about that, and I'm sorry about not posting I was at a family event and I didn't have time to post

Also let me know how your liking the story I just would like to know if I'm doing okay or if I need to create more drama or something

But thank you guys for reading!!