Fangs | Taeyong

Chapter 20 : Hurt

I looked at her and she was on the verge of tears. She's really worried about me, isn't she? I sighed.

Taeyong : "Sorry, sweety."

Y/N : "I'm worried about you, Yong."

Taeyong : "I know."

I then pulled her in my embrace.

Taeyong : "I just... it's better for you not to know..."

She then pushed me away and glared at me.

Y/N : "Why? Why is it better?"

Taeyong : "It's complicated... I just really need to go right now... I'll tell you one day, I promise."

She sighed and looked disappointed. She looked away then said...

Y/N : "Then go."

I tried to embrace her but she shrugged it off.

Taeyong : "Mianhae, baby. I just have to go."

I kissed her cheek and hurried to put my helmet on. As I was doing that, I faintly heard her say...

Y/N : "Go and don't come back."

I was started and I halted for a minute. She was pissed obviously. All I can think of in that moment is that... "I'm doing this for you, sweety. Even if I have to lose you, it's fine as long as you're fine." I then started my motorbike and drove off. My heart was breaking as I was leaving but I kept strong and even sped up.

#Your POV

While he headed to his motorbike, I was devastated. I was hurt. But I couldn't do anything to stop him from going. I just thought in my mind... "Well if he's gonna go, he might as well not come back as I'm nothing to him apparently." So I whispered faintly....

Y/N : "Go and don't come back."

He stopped and looked at me for a minute as if he was surprised but then he gave me a sad smile and drove off. I knew at that moment, he heard me. But he still went. I immediately went inside the house and my room. I quickly locked it and cried. It's been a long time since I last cried like this. I was crying my heart out. It was endless. All the maids kept knocking on my door and asking about my condition, but I just kept crying. All I was thinking was "We're over now." and that thought broke my heart into a million pieces. I cried myself to sleep...

Next day...

I woke up and felt empty. I couldn't cry anymore. All my tears were dried up. I looked at my window and the sunshine disgusted me. I felt another breakdown again but I quickly shot myself with antidepressants that the doctor gave me and made breakfast. I have lectures today so I need to get myself through with it. I went to school and saw that Taeyong was nowhere. Maybe he skipped. I don't care anymore.

1 Month Later...

It's been a month. He never shows up anymore. I haven't seen him again since that day. Did he really disappear and not come back? Where is he? I miss him. I was thinking about him while walking through school with Seolhyun, Hyeorin, and Jaehyun. We've been quite close lately. The girls never asked me about what happened and fully understands that I don't wanna talk about him. Weirdly, Jae also doesn't talk about him around me. But it's been a month and I'm curious of where he is. While they were laughing and talking to each other, I suddenly said...

Y/N : "Hey Jae..."

Jaehyun : "Hmm?"

Y/N : "Where's Yong?"

Seolhyun and Hyeorin looked at me surprised. Jae on the other hand turned calm and said...

Jaehyun : "He had important stuff to attend to this past month, he's coming back. He's coming back today actually. Wait, there he is! Hyung!"

Jaehyun pointed at a small crowd which was the NCT brothers chatting around. Taeyong was standing in the middle and to my surprise, chuckling around as well. He then spotted me and smiled. My heart broke at that sight. I immediately ran as the girls were startled because of my sudden actions.

Seolhyun : "Y/N!"

Hyeorin : "Y/N!"

Seolhyun : "Yah! Y/N!"

I didn't bother their screaming and rushed. I went into one of the stalls in the toilet and just started crying. It hurts... It still hurts...

#Taeyong's POV

I was chatting with my brothers and that's when I saw her. Y/N... ah... it's been a month, hasn't it? I missed you, the taste of you, your smile, everything about you. I smiled at her as I was glad to see her. She looked at me with broken eyes. She was devastated and it's obviously still because of that day. She ran and I was about to catch up as I remembered what I did, I stopped. Seolhyun and Hyeorin then approached me and Seolhyun suddenly slapped me. It didn't hurt that much since I'm a vampire but it still hurt. My brothers all went to defense mode except Jaehyun who was calming his girlfriend down.

Jaehyun : "Seolhyun! Why did you do that!?"

Hyeorin just glared at me as it happened and Seolhyun spoke up, she looked at me directly and said...

Seolhyun : "Why can't you just tell her!?"

As I heard what she said, I smiled sadly at her and walked away. The boys quickly catched up to me and comforted me as Jaehyun was left behind to talk to his girlfriend. She was right though. Why can't I just tell her? The worst thing that'll happen to her is death. Tears started dropping and I telepathically screamed to the others...

Taeyong : "Leave me alone!"

They all stopped walking around me and I teleported myself to the one place where I could be alone, my dungeon.

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To be continued...

Such a sad chapter, isn't it? T_T 

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